So, blah, I just wanted to get that out there. Blah.

Anyway, that was random, and dumb, oh well. My brain i
s like mush right now, I had to take a break from studying, I stopped absorbing three pages ago, I’ll need to go back and reread those.

Don’t get spoiled. I don’t know what’s been up the last couple of days, I’ve just had things to talk about, it won’t last much longer, I’m usually just like “meh.” And that’s it. But, it’s fun to have things to say, I feel a little ditzy rambling on, but this way I’ll be able to go back later and be like, “ha ha what was I thinking??”

Anyway, I think I start 95% of my paragraphs with the word anyway. But, ******, lets continue. (ha! You see that? I stopped myself. Not really, I just transformed it into a bad word. lol) On to the subject, so I’ve been giving it some thought recently and I think I’m going to go back on one of my cleanses. I go on them when I think my system is clogged, I basically become vegetarian, I think I’m going to start tomorrow. But, I think this time, I’m going to stay one, I read this article that was on peta2, and it hurt my heart. I can’t find the link again, I just looked, I think I must have stumbled upon it earlier. Anyway, it didn’t really get to me until I read this part that said animals can feel fear. And, I put myself in their shoes, and it was so strong and vivid that I actually cried. So, yeah, I think this sick love affair I had with meat is over. I could never be vegan thou, I have tried, and those people have some kind of insanely strong will power, I need my flavor, and vegans just learn to do without.

I told everyone on my second post that I was going to discuss my OC idea, and I promise I will, tomorrow. I’m feeling like I really need to get back to studying. So, see you tomorrow.