sanity part 2: nothing

Sanity part 2: nothing

nothing,
there's nothing.

no good,
no bad,
no light,
no dark,
no mean,
no nice.

there's no noise,
no taste,
nothing to see,
nothing to feel.

everything's here,
everything's real.
nothing is everything,
everything is nothing.

a blindman sees,
a deaf woman hears,
the sane are insane,
the insane sane.

there's no difference at all,
except what you call them.

everyone hears,
yet nobody does,
and everyone sees,
but is blind.

no-one is right,
no-one is wrong.

we've all killed,
yet never harmed a soul.

not everything,
is exactly what it seems.

by: Kitsune Arya

sanity part 1: losing it all

Sanity part 1: losing it all

i'm losing it all,
down, down, down,
it all goes down.

never north,
west,
east,
or any where inbetween,
only south.

i'm losing it all,
it's slipping away from my grasp.

slowly, swiftly, i'm losing it all.

losing it all.
once upon a never again,
i never lost,
and never went down.
only higher and higher.

then i went down.
deeper and deeper, down,
lower and lower, down,
below the earth's survace,down,
and i'm losing it all.

by: Kitsune Arya

music on a fading wind

Music on a fading wind

A flute plays gently,
coming to me on the wind in my ear.

I follow the tune,
cautiously I walk inbetween trees.

The enrapturing song leads me to a beauty beyond compare.
Dark long locks flow around a pale face,
dancing with the wind.

Nimble fingers move over the wooden instrument held to her lips.
Once I'm noticed she stops.
Just stops.

Sops playing her mournful song,
stops moving,
stops existing.

I awaken,
eyes wide,
breathing hard.

My beautiful flute player,
my generous lover,
she's gone forever.

Now only a memory in my mind from long ago.
Like the last wisps of music on a fading wind.

by: Kitsune Arya

make up your mind

Make up Your Mind

Make up your mind,
hold me,
push me away.

Defend me,
hurt me,
don't glide inbetween.

Say you do,
or you don't,
you will,
or you won't.

I know I should hate you,
despise you,
reject you,
and push you away.

But I can't,
so I won't.

My judgement is wavering,
I want to so bad.

My heart beats with love,
eyes bleed out hate,
hurry or I won't be able to let go.

by: Kitsune Arya

i'll cry tomarrow

I'll Cry Tomarrow

You've gone again,
my job's been taken,
there's no one to keep me company.
I feel like crying,
but that can waith 'till tomarrow.

you're still gone,
I wish you were here,
my life's going downhill,
and you just disappeared.
I'd cry my frustration tho the heavens,
but that can wait 'till tomarrow.

I feel like shit.
It's a pain just to move,
so I lay here in bed,
waiting just for you.
Not like there's anything else I can do,
except cry.
But that can wait 'till tomarrow.

I finally get a call,
didn't know I still could,
I'm told you've taken quite ill,
and are home
sick in bed.

I rush over,
maybe too quick,
only to see you perfectly fin in the pool.

You look better than ever,
I worse than before,
you stand,
looking curious,
why am I not relzing?

Apparently it's tomarrow,
I can't stop the tears,
I don't even know why they started.
I suppose from relief of my fears.

Then he laughs, saying how cute I am,
and the one who called was his dad.

I've been worrying so much.

I pick up a knife,
and stab him three times,
Then throw him in the pool,
and watch as the water turns red.

I loved him,
I did!
Even though I killed him.
I think,
I'll cry about it tomarrow.

by: Kitsune Arya