i'll cry tomarrow

I'll Cry Tomarrow

You've gone again,
my job's been taken,
there's no one to keep me company.
I feel like crying,
but that can waith 'till tomarrow.

you're still gone,
I wish you were here,
my life's going downhill,
and you just disappeared.
I'd cry my frustration tho the heavens,
but that can wait 'till tomarrow.

I feel like shit.
It's a pain just to move,
so I lay here in bed,
waiting just for you.
Not like there's anything else I can do,
except cry.
But that can wait 'till tomarrow.

I finally get a call,
didn't know I still could,
I'm told you've taken quite ill,
and are home
sick in bed.

I rush over,
maybe too quick,
only to see you perfectly fin in the pool.

You look better than ever,
I worse than before,
you stand,
looking curious,
why am I not relzing?

Apparently it's tomarrow,
I can't stop the tears,
I don't even know why they started.
I suppose from relief of my fears.

Then he laughs, saying how cute I am,
and the one who called was his dad.

I've been worrying so much.

I pick up a knife,
and stab him three times,
Then throw him in the pool,
and watch as the water turns red.

I loved him,
I did!
Even though I killed him.
I think,
I'll cry about it tomarrow.

by: Kitsune Arya

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