Welcome to my House of Ghosts. This is my world in my mind, it is a place where I hold my thoughts and the thoughts of my friends and family. A place to look at myself in the mirror if you will. My life is full of wonders and hardships. A lot of both I bring on myself so it's not like I'm complaining. I am a very complex person who contradicts himself at every turn, makes life interesting that way.

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When someone become a friend, no matter how far away you get, when you come back together, it's as if you never left ^_^

Name: Steven Desmond Reigns

Height: 5' 10"(70in)

Weight: 195lbs(88.6kg)

Age: 24

DOB: 9/21/1987

City: Los Angeles, California

Country: United States of America

Occupation: Private Security

Previous Occupation: US Army

Siblings: half brother Kang and half sister Lucy

Children: 6yr old adopted daughter Mei

Previous usernames: The Preventer(09'), Agent 49(06')

Hobbies: martial-arts, anime, video games, exercising, playing chess, swimming, and outdoor survival

Beloved anime: gungrave, ruroni kenshin, gundam 00, chrono crusade, code geass, read or die, bleach, naruto, and many more ^_^

Beloved video games: final fantasy series, tom clancy games, fable games, star ocean series, call of duty and battlefield games, tales of series, chrono trigger, lunar series, alundra, and many more ^_^

Beloved TV series: x play, south park, family guy, the simpsons, american dad, married with children, dan vs, young justice, the boondocks, king of the hill, the avengers: earth's mightiest heroes, spongebob squarepants, and many more ^_^

Beloved manga: love hina and star ocean

Favorite movies: action, comedy, drama, suspense

Favorite actors: Bruce Lee, Steven Seagal, Jet Li, Jackie Chan, Chris Tucker, Al Pacino, Bruce Willis, Jean-Claude Van Damme, Jason Statham Tony Jaa and more ^_^

Favorite music: west coast rap, alternative rock, punk rock, hard rock,and metal

Favorite artists: Bishop Lamont, West Side Connection, Mac 10, Ice Cube, Rammstein, Blink 182, Of monsters and men, Bury your dead, The Used, DMX, Filter, Smashing Pumpkins, Kill Switch Engage and many more ^_^

Martial arts: all black belts
Kali(Philippines special forces) 17 years
Aikido(Japanese origin) 14 years
SOC-P or Special Operations Combat-Program(united states special forces) 7 years
Krav Maga(Israeli special forces) 6 years

Omnia1 (Sophi)

My big sis Sophi doesn't realize how great she is. Sophi always takes up for me, I take up for everyone else but myself, she always takes up for me. Sophi is such a wonderful person full of life and energy, passionate and funny. These are reasons she is my sis. Sophi always makes me smile and listens when I'm sad, she doesn't judge me because of my past, she only cares about the person I am now. Sophi completely excepts both sides of me.

She is fine with the fact that one side of me is a hardened killer, while the other side is one of the nicest people you will ever meet. I don't have to keep anything from Sophi, because in my heart I know she won't judge me for what I do. She only judges me for who I am, a person with feelings just like everybody else. She calls me her double edged sword to this point that is the kindest thing anyone has ever said about my split personality. Sophi looks past all my short comings and the disease that makes me such a great soldier to see the real me. She is such a wonderful person, I recommend everyone that reads this sub her and get to know her, you won't regret it. Thanks sis for just being you and I love you :)

Venting, If you don't pesonally know me, don't judge me

This is something I have needed to do for a year and a half. As I hang out with my friends here on theO I watch my attitude spiral downward and the reason in my head always comes out the same. My family not my family on here, they never did anything wrong, my real life family. If you don't want to hear me spend the next several lines complaining I suggest you move to the next post because this is something I will get off my chest here and now. That way I'll stop hurting myO family.

All my real family cares about is their job, Mom and Dad left me to go to the Gulf War (operation Desert Storm) when I was 3 years old. Because of this I had to be raised by my Aunt. I was 3 years old and they left me alone I didn't see either one of them again until I was 7 years old. They left me for 4 years, because there job was more important than their son. Desert Storm ended around march of 91'. So where were they for the other 3 years they didn't come home. Then when they did finally come back the only thing they cared about was making money, dad anyway. Mom wanted to start raising me but by then it was to late I was convinced on what I was gonna do with my life. Little did I know then how bad it was going to effect me. As I grew up I joined the Army, I'm not going over that because I have an entire world dedicated to it. As I got more wrapped up in my job I began pushing the people around me away. That way if I died no one would miss me. It took my whole career to realize that I was no better than my parents. I was doing the same thing they did to me , to my daughter. I was abandoning her for combat like they did me. Once I realized what I was doing I left Delta and joined Academi, that didn't go over well at all.

When I joined the PMC, my dad quit talking to me and my uncle all together. My uncle offered me a job while I was still in Delta, but I refused. I was happy there, in Delta, happy to give my life or take the lives of others for no other reason than because I was asked. I put up enormous emotional walls around me to protect myself. I watch as the people around me in Iraq died, I didn't even flinch, showed them no sympathy I was so busy protecting myself I lost sight of who I was. The only thing that mattered was that I lived to keep fighting, I no longer cared about them.

My family is the corner stone of my fury. My little sister hates me she wants me dead so she can have the PMC,.I don't want it, but she isn't getting it either. The PMC is going to my daughter regardless of what happens to me, I don't want it, so I'm just giving to her. I am a soldier, not a suit. I don't want the PMC because all I want to is fight and when I'm done fighting, I will study reptiles for the rest of my life. That's about it I feel a lot better now, thanks for listening to my problems everyone, love you all. :)

100 Question Quiz

1) Name: Steven Desmond Reigns
2) Name Backwards: Nevets
3) Were you named after anyone?: No
4) Does your name mean anything?: Dont know or care really
5)Nick Name(s): career nicknames: Spectre, The Preventer, Agent 49
Aniki: Mokachino's(Moka) name for me
Papabear: Tea's name for me
Niisan: IJNeptune's name for me
LSP or Specter: Butterfly Kiss' name for me
Specy or Moma Koala: Pandabearluv's name for me
Spectre (Italicized): Korojun's name for me
Oyabun: Shimuzaki's name for me
Spec: Rukia's(Silent Pajero), Black Lamb, and Chris'(Woe is Chris) name for me
Spectra: Ekaknr calls me this sometimes
6) Screen Name(s): Spectre
7) Date of Birth: 21/09/1987
8) Place of Birth: Louisville, KY
10) Current Location: Los Angeles CA
11) Sign: Virgo
12) Religion: born Catholic, believe in God, Want nothing to do with the church
13) Height: 5'10”
14) Weight: 181.6 lbs
15) Shoe Size: 12
16) Hair color: Black
17) Eye color: Brown
18) What you look like: some guy answering 100 question quiz
19) Innie or Outie: Innie
20) Righty, Lefty, Both: predominantly right, but can use left if needed
21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other?: Straight
22) Best friend(s): quite a few
23) Best friend you trust the most: the one's I let get close to me
24) Best friends {your sex}: my half bro Kang, Shimu, Rayman87, and the 9 male members of my Echo team
25) Best friends of the opposite sex: Sophia, Dree, Keri, Deena, and my half sis Lucy
28) Crush: Elie is everything to me, it took a friend to help me figure that out (thanks Tea)
29) Parent(s): Mom, Dad, 2nd Mom and my uncle who raised me
30) Worst Enemy: Terrorism itself
31) Favorite on-line Guy(s): Rayman87, Shimuzaki, Willotaku, Korojun
32) Favorite on-line Girl(s): Omnia1, Teapartyprincess, Moka, Immortal Queen, Somegirl, Angel, Butterfly Kiss, IJneptune
33) Funniest friend: it's between Cole (Gator) and Jae (Somegirl)
34) Craziest friend: Shimuzaki, Cole
35) Advice Friend: my Omnia, Tea, Moka, Angel, my half bro and sis, and my Echo team
37) Person you cry with: my close friends on the Otaku
38) Any sisters: rl one (hate's me) one half sis Lucy, Echo team member Naomi Williams, Otaku.com: Omnia1, Tea, Moka, Emotional Freak, and IJNeptune, lilaaiyah2, and Dragonseriyuka( also a niece Sakkee :D)
39) Any brothers: Half Brother Kang, Shimuzaki, and all male members of my Echo team
40) Any pets: 3 dogs
41) A Disease: Sociopathic Tendencies, two to be exact- 1. the ability to kill without feeling guilt, 2. No natural fear of Death-as a direct result of this I don't suffer from Post Traumatic Stress Disorder(PTSD),
42) A Pager: No
43) A Personal phone line: Yes
44) A Cell phone: I phone
45) A Lava Lamp: No
46) A Pool or hot tub: Both
47) A Car: Austin Martin DB9 Sports Coupe- European style, 6 speed stick shift (my baby), Audi R8, Ferrari 559 (a gift from my uncle, I hate this car),
Describe Your...
48)Personality: I have two: Regular- nice, well read, sophisticated, courteous, funny, optimistic (more or less a perfect gentleman)
Military- extremely aggressive, short tempered, dead serious ( basically the complete opposite)

49) Driving: was trained to drive in Army Special Forces Offensive Driving course- So like Jason Statham in the Transporter
50) Car or one you want: Austin Martin DB9 Sports Coupe
51) Room: Huge, Black and white, with a lot of electronics
52) Mmh: well then
53) School: Associates degree(2yr) in visual communications, Bachelors degree(4yr) in Game Design, and Masters(6yr) in Herpetology(reptile biology)
54) Bed: king sized temperpedic
55) Relationship with your parent(s): Very bad
56) Believe in yourself: Does water remain wet
57) Believe in love at first sight?: No
58) Consider yourself a good listener Yes
Also 59 is missing.
60) Get Along with your parents: Not Really, a little with my Mom, and not at all with my Dad
61) Save your e-mail conversations: No
62) Pray: No
63) Believe in reincarnation: No
64) Like to make fun of people: close friends only
65) Like to talk on the phone?: I guess
66) Like to eat: Of Course
67) Like to drive: Very Much
68) Get motion sickness: No
69) Eat the stems of broccoli: Yes
70) Eat Chicken fingers with a fork: Doesn't make a difference to me
71) Dream in color: Yes
72) Type with your fingers on home row: Yes
73) Sleep with a stuffed animal: a lot of times my daughter Mei lays with me, and she has a big stuffed slowpoke plushie that she calls slowpokers. So yes I do
74) Right next to you: My Daughter and slowpokers :)
75) On the walls of your room: paint
76) On your mouse pad: don't have one
77) Your dream car: Bugatti Veyron SS (Super Sport)
78) Your dream date: I don't really have one
79) Your dream honeymoon spot: don't care
80) Your dream wife/husband: same as date
81) Your bedtime: Whenever I go to sleep
83) The single most important Lesson: You always have to believe in yourself, nothing can be accomplished if you don't
84) Your bad time of the day: None
86) The weather like: go outside and look
87) The time: 11:46
88) The date: 01/04/12
89) The best trick you ever played on someone: It's really bad, if you want to know pm me lol
90) The weirdest food or drink that you like: Believe me, you don't wanna know
91) Theme Song: City Lights- Bishop Lamont
92) The hardest thing about growing up: Being alone
93) Your funniest experience: when I watch Cole try to manhandle a croc
94) Your scariest moment: A helicopter blade broke off and a piece stabbed me an inch and a half above my heart and 2cm away from my carotid artery
95) The silliest thing you've ever did: you have to be more specific XD
96) The funniest or most desperate thing you've done to get the attention of the opposite sex: I've never done anything, except talk to them
97) The scariest thing that's ever happened while with your friend(s): the helicopter thing
99) The best feeling in the world: have a real family
100) 5 people you tag: don't know how