House of Ghosts

Welcome to my House of Ghosts. This is my world in my mind, it is a place where I hold my thoughts and the thoughts of my friends and family. A place to look at myself in the mirror if you will. My life is full of wonders and hardships. A lot of both I bring on myself so it's not like I'm complaining. I am a very complex person who contradicts himself at every turn, makes life interesting that way.

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When someone become a friend, no matter how far away you get, when you come back together, it's as if you never left ^_^

Name: Steven Desmond Reigns

Height: 5' 10"(70in)

Weight: 195lbs(88.6kg)

Age: 24

DOB: 9/21/1987

City: Los Angeles, California

Country: United States of America

Occupation: Private Security

Previous Occupation: US Army

Siblings: half brother Kang and half sister Lucy

Children: 6yr old adopted daughter Mei

Previous usernames: The Preventer(09'), Agent 49(06')

Hobbies: martial-arts, anime, video games, exercising, playing chess, swimming, and outdoor survival

Beloved anime: gungrave, ruroni kenshin, gundam 00, chrono crusade, code geass, read or die, bleach, naruto, and many more ^_^

Beloved video games: final fantasy series, tom clancy games, fable games, star ocean series, call of duty and battlefield games, tales of series, chrono trigger, lunar series, alundra, and many more ^_^

Beloved TV series: x play, south park, family guy, the simpsons, american dad, married with children, dan vs, young justice, the boondocks, king of the hill, the avengers: earth's mightiest heroes, spongebob squarepants, and many more ^_^

Beloved manga: love hina and star ocean

Favorite movies: action, comedy, drama, suspense

Favorite actors: Bruce Lee, Steven Seagal, Jet Li, Jackie Chan, Chris Tucker, Al Pacino, Bruce Willis, Jean-Claude Van Damme, Jason Statham Tony Jaa and more ^_^

Favorite music: west coast rap, alternative rock, punk rock, hard rock,and metal

Favorite artists: Bishop Lamont, West Side Connection, Mac 10, Ice Cube, Rammstein, Blink 182, Of monsters and men, Bury your dead, The Used, DMX, Filter, Smashing Pumpkins, Kill Switch Engage and many more ^_^

Martial arts: all black belts
Kali(Philippines special forces) 17 years
Aikido(Japanese origin) 14 years
SOC-P or Special Operations Combat-Program(united states special forces) 7 years
Krav Maga(Israeli special forces) 6 years

Created By Spectre

Greastest Comeback ever

Mother's day post

First off, you may have noticed that I changed my world color to pink, well that is to promote breast cancer awareness for the month of May. After all, my mom was taken from me because of complications of the chemo treatments from having breast cancer.

But I told you all that last year, so now on for mothers day I will take a few stories with my mom and post them instead, the exact number is how many I remember and have not posted already. Before you ask, no I will not be on tomorrow which is why I am posting this today, so let's get started.

The first one I remember comes from very young in my childhood. I remember I was trying golf just hitting a ball across the yard we had a huge yard 200 acres or something like that back then. Anyway I would hit it and hit it, and that got boring after while sooooooooooooooooo I started hitting it into the windows of the house. Dad got pissed and mom laughed, so she went and bought like 100 glass panels and we just broke each one of them to make learning how to play golf seem more interesting to me.

100 Question Quiz

Have you ever:

1) Self harmed? Pain is weakness leaving the body.
2) Got into a real fight? Really killed someone in a fight too.
3) Been too depressed to move out of your bed? No
4) Tried to commit suicide? Yes.
5) Had to lie to EVERYONE about how you felt? All the rime
6) Watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting? Black Lagoon, it was only 12 episodes XD
7) Talked yourself out of serious trouble? Talk then kill, way of life
8) Accused someone of using you? I have no need to
9) Shoplifted? Yes
10) Gotten drunk/high? Drunk yes, high no
11) Been to a concert where your favourite artist was playing? Yes
12) Skipped doing homework to play a video game? No
(Right now) Are you: No
13) Suicidal? Define suicidal, do I cut myself no, I do walk into death's house almost everyday though.
14) Bored? No
15) Avoiding someone? If I have a problem with someone regardless of who it is I'll let them know
16) Avoiding some task? No
17) Depressed? Never
18) Crying? No
19) Annoyed with a friend? No
20) Worried and confused about something important to you? Always, All my friends are like me, they need a padded room.

Do you:

21) Get depressed easily? No
22) Get jealous/envious easily? No
23) Feel listening to music can take your mind off things? No
24) Worry about messing about your relationships a lot? No
25) Try hard in all your classes at school? I am not in school
26) Go out drinking? Not anymore
27) Smoke cigarettes? No
28) Smoke weed? No
29) Do any hard drugs? No
30) If you said yes to 28 but no to 29, Why? skipped
31) Believe in God/Belong to a religion of your own free will? I'm not going to answer that again, the only thing it does is piss me off.
32) Avoid people you care about because you feel you will only hurt them? Depends on how deep of shit I am in.
33) Agree that self harm numbs emotional pain? Self harm strengthens the body, emotional pain strengthens the mind.
34) Believe people deserve second chances? Depends on what they've done
35) Agree with ‘An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth’? More like a life for an eye
36) Think things will get better? Things are fine right now
37) Feel afraid that you have done wrong and will eventually be punished? Lol how, I was already punished and it only made me stronger.
38) (be honest) Do you judge people who think differently to you? No, I don't

Preference in boyfriend/girlfriend:

39) Long hair OR short hair? Makes no difference
40) (For Girls one) nice smile OR nice abs?
41) (For Guys one) nice smile OR nice chest? Makes no difference
42) Shy OR open? Makes no difference
43) Eyes OR body? Makes no difference
44) Religious OR non-religious? Depends on how religious they are, after all we wont get along if they have a deep passion for God, since I am my own God.
45) Caring OR non-restricting of you? Makes no difference
46) Straight edge OR non-straight edge? If they smoke there will be a slight problem, My daughter is Asthmatic, Alcohol I fine, but I have a major problem with drugs.
47) Piercings OR no piercings? Makes no difference
48) Tattoos OR no tattoos? Makes no difference
49) Quiet stay-at-home type OR party type? Makes no difference
50) Has friends you get along with OR has parents you get along with? Makes no difference

Would you:

51) Drink alcohol until you were drunk? I did long ago
52) Smoke weed? No
53) Smoke cigarettes? No
54) Get even with someone who betrayed you? Lol, lets skip this one, I don't need to be giving people nightmares.
55) Forgive a boyfriend/girlfriend who deeply hurt you? Never
56) Attempt to kill yourself if everything fails you? Strength comes from pain
57) Keep your faith (any religious view) no matter what? Yes, I am God
58) Join a band as a part time activity? Maybe
59) Feel sorry for someone who is being affected negatively from alcohol/drug abuse? No
60) Stand up for your beliefs if someone strongly goes against them? If you come at me with your religious bullshit, you will be crying by the end of that conversation.
61) Go vegetarian for a month to see what is was like? No, I an omnivore
62) Fight someone who was harassing your friend s/family? Depends most my family can handle themselves.
63) Edit photos of yourself before posting them online? Why?, I'm not pretty but I am me.
64) Put up with friends who constantly hated against something you believed in/supported? Yes as long as they keep it to themselves
65) Be friends with someone who was nice to you, but a Jerk to other people? Everyone has a problem with someone else, as long as they don't try to put me in the middle, I don't care
66) Not like someone simply because your friend(s) didn’t like them? No
67) Lie to someone close to you because you don’t want them put up with your problems? I don't really have problems, I take care of things before they become problems
68) Starve yourself so you fit some certain clothes? Absolutely not
69) Get surgery on any part of you? If yes then which part of you? I have had surgery on almost every part of my body, chest, torso, back, spine, face, and mouth
70) Sleep naked? No, I can't sleep without pants on -w-

You can only choose one:

71) Black or Orange? Black
72) Metalcore OR Post-Hardcore? both
73) Cellphone or Computer? I have an ultrabook, and an Iphone5 that go everywhere with me, so don't have to choose.
74) Chocolate milk OR Coke? Coke
75) Tumblr OR Friends? Friends, I have like 2-3 posts on my tumblr account overall XD
76) Mac OR PC? PC
77) TV Shows OR Movies? TV Shows
78) Old bands OR new Bands? Either
79) Pop-Punk OR Alternative Rock? Alternative Rock
80) Reading OR Listening to music? Listening to music
81) Coke OR Pepsi? Define your reason for your choice. Coke and Dr.Pepper are ingredients to my favorite soda <3
82) Staying who you are OR changing yourself drastically? I am always changing, always adapting
83) Breakdown OR Clean vocal bridge? I don't care
84) Jonny Craig OR Kellin Quinn? Define your reason for your choice. Don't know them
85) Ronnie OR Craig? Define your reason for your choice. Same as above
86) Your life as a comedy OR Your life as a documentary? Documentary
87) Go to outer space OR Go all around Europe? I have been to almost every country on the planet for one reason or another, so space
88) Shoes OR Shirts? Shirts, seeing me shirtless is.....hard, not coz Im self-conscious either lol, I have a great body, problem is I've been shot 3 times and stabbed almost 25 times.
89) Chelsea Grin OR Suicide Silence? Neither
90) Drop out of school to get a job OR stay at school and finish your education. Define your reason for your choice. I was home schooled and working at the same time.

Almost over:

91) So far have you told 90 truths? And for fuck sake be honest. I see no reason to lie.
92) Are you quiet about your social life with your family? Not really
93) Do you want to travel when you are older? I travel all the time
94) Would you let go of people who mean the most to you to follow your dreams? There is only one person like that, and making her dreams come true is my dream.
95) Did you notice there are no sex related questions? You might want look again, because I made some of them sexual.
96) Rather be the opposite gender? I spent enough time inside the opposite sex to not really notice the difference.
97) What will you name your son/daughter? I already have a daughter.
98) Do you get harassed more than most people do? I don't know how much normal people get harassed, What I do know is if I break their arm, they don't bother me anymore.
99) What band do you hate the most? Define your reason. The only Band I hate is Non-Point, I like their music but the band did something that I never forgot. A guy went to their concert and after the concert he tried to get an autograph from the band. The autograph wasn't for him it was for his nephew who was have chemo therapy during the concert and the band tried to hustle the guy for 20 dollars in exchange for the autograph.
100) What makes you a bad person in your mind? Good and Bad are matters of perspective.

Rampaging with Rampage

I always talk about the bad stuff that happened to me in the Army, So to change the pace and just because this was one of the coolest things that ever happened. We were at a UFC event, and Quentin “Rampage” Jackson was in the main event. Anyone who watches him knows that he “rampages” which is where he psyches himself up for a fight and start howling like a wolf. Of course the moonless part came became it didn't have to be a full moon. I even have the letters MW tattooed on my back right under the S in my other tat SPECTRE.

We kept this form of communication and no bullshit, I've actually was actually walking around the mall one day and one of my old teammates started howling, and I started howling back, my daughter was so embarrassed 2 grown men howling like dogs in the middle of a busy mall lol.

Anyway back to the story, as I said he started rampaging And started howling, and like 15 of us stood up and started howling, and we traded howls with rampage about a full 45 seconds XD. To him it was nothing but it meant the world to us ^_^.

Because he's right

This is not my image. This is a funny ass image though.