I have two friends very close to me, and no matter how many times I try to help them I only make things worse eveytime. I am fighting a losing battle I want to help them but I can even keep my head above the water.

My sister Sophia told me once that I can't protect everyone, guess she was right. Even with all my special forces training and high self-esteem, I still can't seem to do anything for them. I try so hard but always end up falling on my face.

I guess this is what it feels like to not be able to help your friends, I wouldn't know, I never let anyone get close to me until I came back to this site in January. I am sorry everyone I think I've done more than enough damage for one night. Goodnight everyone v_v