Admittedly I have grown softer after years of combat. When I was in the 1st SFOD-D, I would kill without question, they point and the person on the other side of that finger dies, it really was that simple back then.

But the PMC is different somehow I don't know why, but I haven't killed everyone like in the old days. If I bring the enemy close enough for hand to hand combat, I just beat them down. In the old days I would just go for the knife and finish them right there.

When I sneak up behind an enemy I choke them out now. Back then I would have just shot or stabbed them. Don't get me wrong I ain't to soft, you cross me your dead, that still hasn't changed from the old days. But still I can't stop thinking about how much has changed since I left Delta.

While I am here I would like to give a shout out to my one two one (TF121) buddies ^_^, 1st Special Forces Operational Detachment-Delta(delta force), 75th Ranger Regiment(Army Rangers), Naval Warfare Development Group(SEAL team six), Air Force pararescue, 160th Special Operations Aviation Regiment (Nightstalkers), Special Activities Division. and help from British and Australian SAS, Marinejegerkommandoen, JTF2, GROM forces. ^_^ TYS to everyone listed here, for helping or being apart of the 121 and for all the amazing memories I was given while in the Army, God bless, watch over and protect all of you, and bring you all home safe and sound ^_^