The name of this world is the palace of reflection, it’s a world where I reflect upon myself. I’ve been thinking a lot about what I have done and said that hurt a lot of people. I have apologized to them, hopefully they can forgive me ^_^. But I am not making this post about that, this post is about me always making the wrong choices.

I decided to go against my family, because of that I went to the army. I could have stayed with my family and been a snobbish rich kid, but I didn’t. I became the only rich person in history to care about people besides himself ^^. Because of this decision I met shimuzkai. After I joined the army, I took my training all the way up to 1st SFOD-D or delta (delta force) ^_^. If I didn’t join delta , I wouldn’t have met my brothers, the men I trust with my life, because I know they cannot let me down. I wouldn’t have moved away for shimu. If that didn’t happen, he would have never introduced me to theO. Never joining delta means I also would have never gotten interrogated, but if that didn’t happen I never would have got picked for the mission where I got my daughter Mei either.

All these mistakes I made, had very negative effects on my life, but look at all the positive things they have done also as a result ^_^. All of these wonderful things have filled my life with joy too. I used to put heavy armor around my heart to protect myself, but when I came back to theO, I made so many wonderful friends, there was no need for it anymore. I have had bad things in my life, everyone does, but think about it. If those bad things didn’t happen to you, where would you by now. You might not be my friend, if they didn’t ^_^. So remember bad things will happen, so hold on to the good things and never let them go, you bad memories will always be there, but so will your friends and family to help you get past them. If you let them, they can make the hurt go away. You don't have to fight alone ^_^.