How can you people actually want to hang out and talk to me, I never realized until today just how mentally unhinged I really am. I actually admitted that a 9-5 job is a terrifying concept to me, 17 years of therapy and not once have I ever admitted that. I don't get it.

I kill people, I cut deals with terrorists that I should kill on site, I crush anyone who doesn't agree with me in my line of work. But worse than any of that, I actually enjoy doing this, getting shot at, killing, blowing stuff up and yet you still like me.

what he hell *shrugs* it's not like I'm gonna change for anyone on here anyway, you like me, your probably reading this post, you don't your probably not XD. no this isn't me feeling sorry for myself or anything, just a realization is all. Well thats as close to a post as I'm coming tonight, just wanted to share my mind blowing realization ^_^.