Never Ending Game

I build myself up,
just to tear it all down.
In the end,
I wear a never ending frown.
Have you ever been unhappy with yourself
for any period of time?
Well that's how I feel
all the fucking time!
Blemishes begin again,
these stretch marks upon my skin,
are nothing compared to
how this black heart of mine,
feels all the fucking time!
THIS IS THE NEVER ENDING GAME!!
The never ending shame!
That keeps coming back again!
To come and blame again!
I just want the pain to end,
and to never come back again;
but I know it's not true,
by myself I can't do.
I just need someone to help pull me through,
or this game will come back again
but with a vengeance upon my skin...
That's why it's called
... The Never Ending Game...