The stars are not wanted now; put out every one,
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun,
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the woods;
For nothing now can ever come to any good.
My name's Nicki, pleased to meet you. (:
I am an average fifteen year old from lovely England. I don't come on here to draw and do fan art shizzle, I come here to blogblogblog. I go to school, I socialize, I do normal teenager-y things.
I'm a supposed maths genius. It's what I do best. I hope to go to one of the best Universities and study in the most challenging and difficult maths courses in the country. From this, you'd guess I was a pretty boring geek. But I can assure you I am far from it. :3
I have a personality that results in me being permantly 'hyper'. Well, that's what other people call it, it's just normal to me. So when I do go hyper, it's a scary sight for first-time viewers. (:
I make mistakes. So does every single person on this planet. If you've never made a mistake, you haven't lived. 'Never take life seriously, you never get out alive anyway' - that's what I follow. I come across as a really laid back person, but get to know me and I am completely different.
I have done babbling on about myself. Take care reading my blog; a whole five minutes of my life a day is put into it, plzthnxbai.
-- Nicki. <3
When I'm away.
It's hard to make it through.
Coz my head is in the clouds;
And my heart is there for you.
It's never been easy,
But I know this much is true.
And there's nothing I can do..
I officially hate today.
I had a crap day at school.
Why?
Cause my friends are all arguing and shxt.
I'm in mega trouble with my physics teacher.
My maths teacher hates me no matter what I do.
And now, this evening, there are a bunch of us.
In a HUGE mess. All down to ONE PERSON.
And I am losing friendships cause of it.
I wish the world would eat me.
Nicki. </3
To forget about you.
Well, today I spent most of the day with my friend Jess, and her brother Sam.
Who is also one of my exes, which was kinda weird. "/
But oh well, we got on alright.
I just realised that I have a chemistry test tomorrow.
And I have a shxt chemistry teacher, and I'm crap enough at is anyway. :L
Oh well. Failing a test isn't bad. I just hope I don't fail the GCSE. xD
I'm trying to revise, nothing makes sense though.
My form teacher's a chemistry teacher, whenever I ask him to help me he says he's busy. :(
I don't wanna fail.
My target's a flippin' A*, that will DEFINITELY not happen.
Eugh. Oh well.
Nicki. </3
So what if I break down?
Today..
Had my haircut. Not that much different. xD
Went shopping, bought paramore's new album.
Coursework.
Watching x factor.
Not much :/
I'm having one of those days.
When you feel like the world's against you. xD
And just seems like nothing's going right. "/
Oh well,
I'mma gonna be happier tomorrow, I've decided. xD
Oh and I'm seeing blg for my birthday x3
Nicki. </3
Let's not think about tomorrow.
Well, today I was off school.
I had an asthma attack last night.
Admittedly, I was scared.
But I feel tonnes better now. :)
Went to fados, it was alright "/
I always get really hyper and talkative though.
It really pisses me off, cause I don't wanna be like that.
Tomorrow I am having my haircut :D
I really want a change.
But I'm worried if I have a change;
It'll look horrible and I'll regret it "/
Then again, it can't get much worse than this skanky mess.
Oh well, we'll see.
Nicki. </3
I don't wanna broken heart.
Well. Today I had double history and ICT.
I didn't do an essay we were meant to do for homework in history, so I got the 'I'm very disappointed in you' lecture >.< I have to hand it in first thing tomorrow, I've almost finished.
ICT sucked like always.
Then after school, I helped out with the Paarlauf.
Which was at my primary school :D
Everything seemed so tiny :L
Like when I was there, the field seemed huge. But when I went back today it seemed titchy. :P
I saw my year 6 teacher too, and chatted to them for a bit. :)
I have hayfever. In winter, cause I'm allergic to something-or-other.
And I've been sneezing my head off in class, and my friend keeps calling me sneezy. x3
But I've pulled muscles in my stomach from sneezing so much. :L
Big fat fail. It hurts. xD
Nick. </3
