The stars are not wanted now; put out every one,
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun,
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the woods;
For nothing now can ever come to any good.

My name's Nicki, pleased to meet you. (:
I am an average fifteen year old from lovely England. I don't come on here to draw and do fan art shizzle, I come here to blogblogblog. I go to school, I socialize, I do normal teenager-y things.
I'm a supposed maths genius. It's what I do best. I hope to go to one of the best Universities and study in the most challenging and difficult maths courses in the country. From this, you'd guess I was a pretty boring geek. But I can assure you I am far from it. :3
I have a personality that results in me being permantly 'hyper'. Well, that's what other people call it, it's just normal to me. So when I do go hyper, it's a scary sight for first-time viewers. (:
I make mistakes. So does every single person on this planet. If you've never made a mistake, you haven't lived. 'Never take life seriously, you never get out alive anyway' - that's what I follow. I come across as a really laid back person, but get to know me and I am completely different.
I have done babbling on about myself. Take care reading my blog; a whole five minutes of my life a day is put into it, plzthnxbai.
-- Nicki. <3

When I'm away.
It's hard to make it through.
Coz my head is in the clouds;
And my heart is there for you.
It's never been easy,
But I know this much is true.
And there's nothing I can do..

Inside, I hope you know I'm dying;

Today was alright.
I had double sociology and social ed :(
We had a 'surprise mock exam' in sociology [fun]
And I get my results in a week.
I also found out my mininum target's an A*
Not gonna haaaappen :D
Social ed has, and always will be, crap.
But we had a sub.
And a computer room was meant to be booked, and wasn't.
So we wandered round school for a bit :D

I'm not actually meant to be on the computer doing non-school stuff.
So I better go.
I have PA coursework to do ):
Nickiii.

I don't wanna live;

To waste another day.

Please ignore the post below, guys.
I just needed to vent O_o
Sorry for not posting yesterdayy.
My internet was being sooo slow.
And I gave up, cause it kept freezing. x3

And my mum just asked me something.
And I'm really O___o.
Ahh.

Nickiii.

Ignore this post.

I really need to rant.
Someone may know who this is about.
Don't tell anyone, please.
~

So, here we are again.
And you're going through it.
AGAIN.
Just like last time.
And probably like the future times.
Don't you ever learn?
And I have helped through you those many, many times.
REMEMBER THAT TIME.
I LEFT MY FAMILY BBQ EARLY.
JUST TO COME BACK TO *WHERE WE LIVE*
AND MEET UP WITH YOU.
SO YOU COULD CRY ALL NIGHT?
You never said thank you.
REMEMBER THAT TIME
I SPENT ALL OF MY TIME ON MSN THAT NIGHT
DID NO HOMEWORK, GOT IN TROUBLE
CAUSE I WAS TALKING TO YOU?
You never said thank you.
Look where we are again.
You had a go at me for 'being like this'
Look in the mirror.
So much hurt, you've put yourself through.
For HIM.
HIM, for crying out loud.
WHO TEXTED MANY GIRLS, INCLUDING ME FFS.
Yes, it's love.
Yes, I can't stop you.
But when I tell you my view.
I would appreciate you NOT getting annoyed.
I am a mate, I help you, you're meant to help me.
The one time I needed you, you weren't there.
Thanks for that.
I help you through this again.
This will probably not be the last time, either.
I hope you're happy.
Cause seeing you like this, is just horrible.

Goodbye. <3

You drank the poison;

& I let you in.

Today was good :)
It was nice seeing everyone.
Cause I haven't seen most people since the syp.
(y)

Not much else to post about,
Will post tomorrow,
Nickii.

I'm a bad kid. 8D

Pikeyed off Jack.
Ones in bold I have done

1. smoked.
2. consumed alcohol.
3. slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.
4. slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.
5. kissed someone of the same sex. [dares]
6. had sex.
7. had someone in your room other than family.
8. watched porn.
9. bought porn.
10. tried drugs.
TOTAL: 3
So far: 3

1. taken painkillers.
2. taken someone else's prescription medicine.
3. lied to your parents.
4. lied to a friend.

5. snuck out of the house.
6. done something illegal.
7. felt hurt.
8. hurt someone.
9. wished someone to die. [I feel really horrible now, but I'm not gonna lie]
10. seen someone die.
TOTAL: 5
So far: 8

1. missed curfew.
2. stayed out all night.

3. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself.
4. been to a therapist.
5. been to rehab
6. dyed your hair.
7. received a ticket.
8. been in an accident.
9. been to a club.
10. been to a bar
TOTAL: 3
So far: 11

1. been to a wild party.
2. been to a Mardi Gras parade.
3. drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night.
4. had a spring break in Florida.
5. sniffed anything
6. wore black nail polish
7. wore arm bands.
8. wore t-shirts with band names.
9. listened to rap.
[forced *shudders* 8D]
10. owned a 50 Cent CD.
TOTAL: 4
So far: 15

1. dressed gothic.
2. dressed girly.
3. dressed punk.
4. dressed grunge.
5. stole something.
6. been too drunk to remember anything.
7. blacked out.
8. fainted.

9. had a crush on a neighbor.
TOTAL: 2
So far: 17

1. had a crush on a friend.
2. been to a concert.

3. dry-humped someone.
4. been called a slut.
5. called someone a slut.
6. installed speakers in your car.
7. broken a mirror.
8. showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
9. brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush.
TOTAL: 3
So far: 20

1. consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.
2. seen an R-rated movie in theater.
3. cruised the mall.
4. skipped school.
5. had surgery.
6. had an injury.
7. gone to court.
[hahaaa, xD]
8. walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping.
9. caught something on fire.
10. lied about your age.

TOTAL: 4
So far: 24

1. owned/rented an apartment/house.
2. broke the law in the police's presence.
3. made out with someone who had a gf/bf
4. got in trouble with the police.
5. talked to a stranger.
6. hugged a stranger.
7. kissed a stranger.
8. rode in the car with a stranger.
9. been harassed.
10.been verbally harassed.
TOTAL: 1
So far: 25

1. met face-to-face with someone you met online.
2. stayed online for 5+ hours straight.
3. talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.
4. watched TV for 5 hours straight.
5. been to a fair.
6. been called a bad influence.

7. drank and driven.
8. prank-called someone.
9. laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.
10. cheated on a test.

TOTAL: 8
So far: 33
Grand Total: 33

If you have less than 10, write "I'm a goody-goody"
If you have more than 10, write "I'm still a goody goody"
If you have more than 20, write "I'm average"
If you have more than 30, write "I'm a bad kid"
If you have more than 40, write "I'm a very bad influence"
If you have more than 50, write "I'm a horrible person"
If you have more than 60, write "I should be in jail"
If you have more than 70, write "I should be dead"