The stars are not wanted now; put out every one,
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun,
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the woods;
For nothing now can ever come to any good.

My name's Nicki, pleased to meet you. (:
I am an average fifteen year old from lovely England. I don't come on here to draw and do fan art shizzle, I come here to blogblogblog. I go to school, I socialize, I do normal teenager-y things.
I'm a supposed maths genius. It's what I do best. I hope to go to one of the best Universities and study in the most challenging and difficult maths courses in the country. From this, you'd guess I was a pretty boring geek. But I can assure you I am far from it. :3
I have a personality that results in me being permantly 'hyper'. Well, that's what other people call it, it's just normal to me. So when I do go hyper, it's a scary sight for first-time viewers. (:
I make mistakes. So does every single person on this planet. If you've never made a mistake, you haven't lived. 'Never take life seriously, you never get out alive anyway' - that's what I follow. I come across as a really laid back person, but get to know me and I am completely different.
I have done babbling on about myself. Take care reading my blog; a whole five minutes of my life a day is put into it, plzthnxbai.
-- Nicki. <3

When I'm away.
It's hard to make it through.
Coz my head is in the clouds;
And my heart is there for you.
It's never been easy,
But I know this much is true.
And there's nothing I can do..

Where you gave yourself to me;

Where I gave myself to you.

I want to fucking die. No lie.
I've had enough; of everything.
I can't do anything right anymore.
Fmfl. >_________<

I'm losing it!

With every move I die..

Ahhhhhh. I am so depressed. :(
I'm trying to hide it from all my mates, coz I don't want to talk about it. And I don't want people feeling sorry for me.
But, gahhhhhhh. I just want to cry. :(

Everything's going bloody wrong.
I keep hurting people.
I keep getting pissed at people.
I'm being a bitch to everyone, I'mma crap friend.
And family life could be better.
And so could school life.
And my love life.
And my life in general.

Eughhh I'm sorry for moaning on here.. I have to let it out somewhere. :/
I just hate myself.
Nicki. </3

Can we pretend like airplanes in the night sky are shootin' stars;

I could really use a wish right now..

I'm still continuing to write an essay. Which I should be doing right now. Coz it's gotta be in tomorrow.. >.>
Oooo I've started to draw recently! :L I'mma really crap drawer.
But it's actually really nice relaxation tool, I guess, really weird!
I've drawn two pictures so far. Just line drawings.
One of a girl (who ended looking like me) :L With her hands forming a heart. :3
And another with some random girl and boy. Girl's in boy's arms.
It was meant to look all cutesy+romantic, but it kinda failed.
He looks like he's groping her, and she looks mortified. :L
So, yeah, crap drawings. I'm gonna draw another one later though, after the essay. -.-
Idk what to draw though.. Hmm.

Well I'mma off!
Nickii </3

He ate my heart;

He a-a-ate my heart!

Last day of half term. ;_;
It's gone too quickly. I've got nothing done I wanted to!
I also left basically all coursework/homework/revision til today. >.>
It's gonna be a fun-filled day.
I'm actually really stressing over my exams. I didn't realise how many there were over a short period of time; I thought they might happen over a few weeks? :L
I even have a clash of history and maths. So I have to do maths, and history straight after. F.M.L. :D

Right, I'm off to do some essay writing for my English coursework.
'Who is to blame for the deaths of Romeo and Juliet?'
Sounds easy.. Yet it really isn't. Dx

Nickiiii. </3

If I lay here, if I just lay here;

Would you lie with me and just forget the world.. <3

Well, I had a rather amazing day yesterday. :3
It was one of my ex's birthdays. His 18th. We're really good mates now. xD
But it was amazing. There was a group of.. Nine of us. We went down to the beach.
After, eight of us went back to his and had cake and stuff. :L
It was just a really good day, had such a laugh. :)

I had my hair chop yesterday, I have a fringe now. I quite like it, I think..

I better go and revise. -.- Au Revoirrr! <3