The stars are not wanted now; put out every one,
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun,
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the woods;
For nothing now can ever come to any good.

My name's Nicki, pleased to meet you. (:
I am an average fifteen year old from lovely England. I don't come on here to draw and do fan art shizzle, I come here to blogblogblog. I go to school, I socialize, I do normal teenager-y things.
I'm a supposed maths genius. It's what I do best. I hope to go to one of the best Universities and study in the most challenging and difficult maths courses in the country. From this, you'd guess I was a pretty boring geek. But I can assure you I am far from it. :3
I have a personality that results in me being permantly 'hyper'. Well, that's what other people call it, it's just normal to me. So when I do go hyper, it's a scary sight for first-time viewers. (:
I make mistakes. So does every single person on this planet. If you've never made a mistake, you haven't lived. 'Never take life seriously, you never get out alive anyway' - that's what I follow. I come across as a really laid back person, but get to know me and I am completely different.
I have done babbling on about myself. Take care reading my blog; a whole five minutes of my life a day is put into it, plzthnxbai.
-- Nicki. <3

When I'm away.
It's hard to make it through.
Coz my head is in the clouds;
And my heart is there for you.
It's never been easy,
But I know this much is true.
And there's nothing I can do..

WHO?

Who do you think you are?

~ That's one of the songs from syp. xDD

I dunno if I'm gonna be able to post tonight, so I am posting now :3
But I didn't know what to post about... Until I received this postcard, which I shall share with you to prove how bonkers some of my friends are. xD :

Dearest Nicki,
Egypt is fun :D
We've done lots of diving and saw lots of fishy foo-foos. But we haven't seen any snowmen with kidneys and horns at the bottom of the water yet. I went diving down to 23 metres today ;D They have nice pasta here. mmm :D
Love from ____ xD

I give you one guess as to who sent me this.
And you will probably guess right if you have read my previous posts.
~ Who's my strangest friend in the world? :L

Gawd, I have strange friends.
But I'm strange myself...
But I wouldn't write on a postcard 'snowmen with kidneys and horns' on a postcard. Ask Hannah, cause I sent her one when I was in Cornwall. :3

Anyways, I am going cause I think I may be meeting my mum's man today.
I'm not sure though, I don't like asking her about it.
Tally ho!
Nickiii :]

now turn away...

cause I am awful just to see.

2nd performance of syp.
~ went good ;D
And I had no people watching me tonight.
= No laughing Nicki
= All gooood ^-^

But there's this girl in our group..
Who is honestly pissing me off.
To the extreme.
She snaps at anyone who questions her.
~ Even if they're right, may I add.
But when she realises that everyone's getting annoyed?
She goes back to her happy self, and tries to befriend us.
It just annoys me.
Oh well, I have better friends there, who I shall stick with. xD

I have loads of people coming to watch me tomorrow:
My mum, my aunty, my two cousins, aunty Grace, my mum's mate Megan.
And possibly my mate Annabell as well, and she'll probs drag along Jenna and that lot. xD
I hope I don't laugh :3
It should be fun though, and backstage is such a laugh with Bobbi & Hazel. :L
We took a loada photos the other day of us being oh-so-slightly mental.
~ It was epic.

Okay, now I'm going cause I am bored. xD
Nickiii :]

in a city of fools i was careful and cool;

but they tore me apart like a hurricane.

HEY GUYS
I'm sorry I haven't posted properly in the last couple of days.
I've had a lot of... stuff going on.
Involving family.
Basically, me and my mum haven't been getting on recently.
Cause I found out she has a new 'man' [you know what I mean]
And it's been just me & her since I can remember.
And I found out in a stupid way, I don't think she even planned on telling me.
So I didn't react well to it.
And his name?
Same as my dad's.
Which just makes things worse for me.
And we had a massssive argument.
And a lot of things were said that we both regret "/
We're talking now though.

But my mates have made me realise that it could be a lot better than I thought. "/
I found out he has children aged 27, 19, 16 & 15.
So maybe I'll get on with them? They live with their mum [apart from the 27 year old who has a 9 year old kid. He's a grandad. HAHA] but I'll probs still meet them "/
But it does mean that we may have to move houses, cause when the girls come round to stay, our little house wouldn't fit us all.
He lives in Peterborough, but works here.
But I SWEAR.
If my mum even SUGGESTS we go and live in Peterborough with him.
I WILL SCREAM.
There is no way I'm moving. At all.
There is no way she can persuade me.
I am not leaving my friends. I am not leaving my school, where I have just got the options I wanted with.

On a brighter note.
We had our first syp performance today.
And one of my closest mates Lizzie came to watch it with her grandad, grandma and 2 cousins. And also her mate Simon came [who is awesome] with his family.
And one time when we had to go down the aisles.
I had to turn round and say 'hello world'.
And I was looking right at Lizzie.
I tried my best not to laugh :3
And then I turned the other way and Simon was there.
And he did make me laugh.
Let me tell you, laughing and attempting to sing? Not a good combo.

I'm sorry this is post is so long and I have bored you to death.
Nickiii :}

Did you know this?!

~ You probably did, but oh well, I'm bad at this sorta thing ^o)
I got tagged by Jack.

10 things about NickiNickiNicki you probably didn't know: [or maybe you did]

1) I got student of the year when I left primary school [I was a right geek B)]
2) I am rather short for my age, and I get told it a lot. xD
3) I have been to see most of my favourite bands live.
4) I can play the flute
5) One thing you will never see [if I can help it] is my legs.
6) I get hyper really easily, and say things I regret ^o)
7) At home it's just me and my mum; Dad walked out 13 years ago.
8) My dad couldn't even spell my name when he did live with us.
9) A drug dealer lives on the corner of my road. xD
10) I get confused mega easily; especially on msn.

I tag: Laura.G, Laura.B & Grace :3

Now, You must do this too and tag three more ppls! X3

cause i feel like it.

best mates ~
[random question thing]

1. What's Hannah to you?
~ My best mate. End of.

2. If Kayleigh were to be mistaken for a celebrity, who would it be?
~ I dunno. Some pretty model?

3. Do you do anything special with Sophie?
~ *Laughs at how that can be taken. xD* Not in particular.

4. What's Holly's opinion on cheese?
~ She's really slow and if I asked her she would be like 'Why would you ask me THAT?!' She has no sense of humour, bless.

5. What is or would be a good nickname for Jeni?
~ Errr. No idea "/

6. Who does Jessica like?
~ Errr. That's a secret ;] Though it's kinda obvious :P

7. Lauren just got vaporized in a freak accident. Now what?
~ :o NUOOOO.

8. Who would you rather get stuck in handcuffs with, Lizzie or Lauren?
~ Lizzie. It would be so hilarious :L:L

9. Hot Sophia on Jenna action - Yes/No?
~ I hope not. xD

10. Hot Jenna on Kayleigh action - Yes/No?
~ Once again I hope not. xD [plus, Kayleigh's mine]