The stars are not wanted now; put out every one,
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun,
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the woods;
For nothing now can ever come to any good.

My name's Nicki, pleased to meet you. (:
I am an average fifteen year old from lovely England. I don't come on here to draw and do fan art shizzle, I come here to blogblogblog. I go to school, I socialize, I do normal teenager-y things.
I'm a supposed maths genius. It's what I do best. I hope to go to one of the best Universities and study in the most challenging and difficult maths courses in the country. From this, you'd guess I was a pretty boring geek. But I can assure you I am far from it. :3
I have a personality that results in me being permantly 'hyper'. Well, that's what other people call it, it's just normal to me. So when I do go hyper, it's a scary sight for first-time viewers. (:
I make mistakes. So does every single person on this planet. If you've never made a mistake, you haven't lived. 'Never take life seriously, you never get out alive anyway' - that's what I follow. I come across as a really laid back person, but get to know me and I am completely different.
I have done babbling on about myself. Take care reading my blog; a whole five minutes of my life a day is put into it, plzthnxbai.
-- Nicki. <3

When I'm away.
It's hard to make it through.
Coz my head is in the clouds;
And my heart is there for you.
It's never been easy,
But I know this much is true.
And there's nothing I can do..

I'm Pikeying A Loada Stuff Off Djayy's Notes.

~ cause I am bored & she told me to :L

Can you name 20 people you can think of right off the top of your head?(random people, you dont have to be very close with them) Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 20 people.
*This is a lot funnier if you actually list the names first! No cheating!*
Let's do TheO people first...
1. Jack
2. Djayy
3. Kitt
4. Laura.G
5. Laura.B
6. Grace
Now school people. xD
7. Hannah
8. Jess
9. Lauren
10. Kayleigh
11. Sophie.C
12. Holly
I almost forgot D:
13. LIZZIE. xD
Now some more..
14. Sophia
15. Jeni
16. Jenna
17. Bella
Let's put some more boys on...
18. Sam
19. John
20. Mark

THE QUESTIONS:

How did you meet 10?
At school in year 2

What would you do if you had never met 6?
I dunno :L

What would you do if 20 and 15 dated?
Haha, I actually think they might get along if they met! xD

If you could marry either 13 or 14 who will it be?
Lizzie, i am secretly in love with her hahaa. xD

Did you ever like 9?
No :L:L

Have you ever seen 4 cry?
Nope

Would 2 and 1 make a good couple?
Ask them.

Would number 4 and 12 make a good couple?
Ahahaaa. NO. xD

Describe 7:
Best friend. Amazing person <3

Do you like 12?
As a friend hahaaa.

Tell me something about 17.
She works at the wimpy :L

What's 8's favorite colour?
Pink, xD

What would you do if 1 just confessed they liked you?
That's really awkward.

When was the last time you talked to number 15?
Gawd. Ages ago, actually! I must meet up with her after SYP!

How do you think 19 feels about you?
He's my cousin hahaaa. Family love :P

What language does 13 speak?
She just speaks her own. xD

Who is 2 going out with?
She's single, I think,

What grade is 16 in?
We don't have grades, but she's in the same year as me. xD

What is 5's favorite music?
Mayday Parade, me thinks.

Is 11 single?
Yep

Would you ever want to be in a serious relationship with 3?
No, sorry Kitt :P

Where does 18 live?
Round the corner to me. xD

Would you think of number 3 as one of your Boys/Girls?
Whaat the.. !? xD

What do you think about 20?
Amaze friend.

Say something about number 4?
We have explorations together. xDDD

What would you like to tell 14 right now?
That I need to see her and give her her bday present. xD

How did you meet 9?
Nursery :3

Does Number 7 like rap?
I dont think so. xD

What is the best and worst thing about number 5?
Best = I'm talking to her right now and she's really helping me :)
Worst = Errr... I dunno. She's amaze :)

Are you going to know 2 forever?
We'll keep in touch via internet :)

Does Number 3 know a secret about you?
I don't speak to her often; but we must!

Do you think number 10 has a crush on you?
:L:L no.

Do you or have you ever been in love with Number 1?
Awkward. Yes.

stand a little too tall, say a little too much,

gonna bite that know-it-all tongue

*sighs* I want the atl album, Nothing Personal
Then again, even if it was on sale in the UK, I have no money >.<

Today sucks again.
Mum's at work.
I'm a billy indoors.

Tomorrow, I go on camp with Explorers in the evening.
I won't return til saturday eve.
Thank to BadHairDay for offering to guest post for me on the friday, muchly appreciated. (y)

I am so bored.
And to think I was looking forward to the summer hols so much.
I was wrong.
Again.

Nickiii.

You Make Me Happy, Whether You Like It Or Not,

I have a conversation to share with ya'll
I'm a bit hyperrr atm, so I may regret this when I come on tomorrow.
Hahaaa.
I have cut some stuff out though.
Sorry for this lengthy post, it was a lenghty convo hahaa.

        Nickiiii,            warning; feels a dose of hyperness coming. xD says (20:17):
*:(
whine back. xD
Kayy...x says (20:17):
*:L
        Nickiiii,            warning; feels a dose of hyperness coming. xD says (20:18):
*:P
*if we didn't persuade our parents, where would we be?
I wouldnt have msn, bebo or facebook :o
Kayy...x says (20:18):
*lol
        Nickiiii,            warning; feels a dose of hyperness coming. xD says (20:18):
*and i bet i wouldnt be as good as friends with you either, i think our friendship built a lot via msn. xD
Kayy...x says (20:19):
*yeea
        Nickiiii,            warning; feels a dose of hyperness coming. xD says (20:19):
*:P
*CAUSE WE'RE COOL LIKE THAT (yn)
Kayy...x says (20:20):
*cHEESE
        Nickiiii,            warning; feels a dose of hyperness coming. xD says (20:20):
*and are msn geeks B)
Kayy...x says (20:20):
*CHEESE
        Nickiiii,            warning; feels a dose of hyperness coming. xD says (20:20):
*CHEESE? xD
Kayy...x says (20:20):
*TASHA is saying crackers im saying cheese
        Nickiiii,            warning; feels a dose of hyperness coming. xD says (20:21):
*SPEARMINT.
*"/ xD
Kayy...x says (20:21):
*^o)
*yea ok :L
        Nickiiii,            warning; feels a dose of hyperness coming. xD says (20:21):
*:L:L:L:L
*saaaarry.
*happy :]
*[cut out] xD
        Nickiiii,            warning; feels a dose of hyperness coming. xD says (20:22):
[cut out :L]
*anyways
*HAPPY THOUGHTS.
*NICKI LURRRVES KAYLEIGH < 3
Kayy...x says (20:22):
*um ok :P
*same :D
        Nickiiii,            warning; feels a dose of hyperness coming. xD says (20:22):
*what, you love yourself? you stuck-up biatch [;
Kayy...x Ahhhh Happy Days :L says (20:23):
*:L
        Nickiiii,            warning; feels a dose of hyperness coming. xD says (20:23):
*Happy days? xD
Kayy...x Ahhhh Happy Days :L says (20:23):
*ouioui
*:D:D:D:D:
        Nickiiii,            warning; feels a dose of hyperness coming. xD says (20:23):
*what happy days?
the only happy days I have are where I hit you hahaa.
Kayy...x Ahhhh Happy Days :L says (20:23):
*:(
        Nickiiii,            warning; feels a dose of hyperness coming. xD says (20:23):
*i lurrrve you [;
        Nickiiii,            warning; feels a dose of hyperness coming. xD says (20:24):
*you know I have lesbian tendencies towards you
**Jenna's party*
*kinkeh
Kayy...x Nicki Ruined It says (20:24):
*@)
*:(
        Nickiiii,            warning; feels a dose of hyperness coming. xD says (20:24):
*I SO DID NOT RUIN IT [;
Kayy...x Nicki Ruined It says (20:24):
*:L
        Nickiiii,            warning; feels a dose of hyperness coming. xD says (20:24):
*What did i ruin? i am so confused D:
Kayy...x Nicki Ruined It says (20:25):
*happy days
        Nickiiii,            warning; feels a dose of hyperness coming. xD says (20:25):
*what happy days? xD.
*:L:L:L:L
Kayy...x Stop Mentioning Your Lezbian Tendencies says (20:25):
*:L
*it scary!!!
*:L
*:P
        Nickiiii,            warning; feels a dose of hyperness coming. xD says (20:26):
*WELL.
discriminating against lesbians now? I SEE HOW IT IS.
**cowers in corner*
Kayy...x Stop Mentioning Your Lezbian Tendencies says (20:26):
*:L
        Nickiiii,            warning; feels a dose of hyperness coming. xD says (20:26):
*yaaay
*what happy days maaan? xD.
Kayy...x says (20:27):
*alll happy days

I still havent found out these happy days.
WELL. xD.

Nickiii.

i'm in trouble i'm an addict,

Ahahaaaa,
today sucks agaain. x]

I woke up at like 9, and my mum had left for work.
So I read for an hour or so, and fell back to sleep. xD
And then I woke up at 1.30 [I was like whaaat?! xD]
And read more...
And stuff.
Then I had a shower and came on msn.
And now I'm bored.

Please say summer gets better than this?!
I have camp with Explorers thurs eve until saturday eve.
[Which means I won't post on friday, sorryyy].
So that should be a bit more fun ^o)
But atm I think this is gonna be the crappiest summer ever :(

Eurrrgh,
Nickiii.

HAPPY BDAY KITT.

~ yeah, the name says it all. xD
hope you're having a great day. (y)

Well, anyways, today was crap.
I wanted to scream.
My friends were all being horrible to each other; two went home.
And even after that, my friends left here still couldn't stop bitching.
And it was only one person who was starting it all.
It felt like others were just following in her footsteps.
I stayed outta it.
But I wanted to shout at them all; to tell them to stop being so immature.
They are just ruining all of our summers.
I wish Lizzie wasnt in Egypt.
I wish she would come back.
I want to be able to have a laugh with someone outside of our group tbh.
>.<
It's just all so awkward atm with our gang. :(

I have the house to myself again tomorrow. Mum's at work. But I won't be inviting them round again. I'll just be a stupid loner all day.

Nickiii.