The stars are not wanted now; put out every one,
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun,
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the woods;
For nothing now can ever come to any good.
My name's Nicki, pleased to meet you. (:
I am an average fifteen year old from lovely England. I don't come on here to draw and do fan art shizzle, I come here to blogblogblog. I go to school, I socialize, I do normal teenager-y things.
I'm a supposed maths genius. It's what I do best. I hope to go to one of the best Universities and study in the most challenging and difficult maths courses in the country. From this, you'd guess I was a pretty boring geek. But I can assure you I am far from it. :3
I have a personality that results in me being permantly 'hyper'. Well, that's what other people call it, it's just normal to me. So when I do go hyper, it's a scary sight for first-time viewers. (:
I make mistakes. So does every single person on this planet. If you've never made a mistake, you haven't lived. 'Never take life seriously, you never get out alive anyway' - that's what I follow. I come across as a really laid back person, but get to know me and I am completely different.
I have done babbling on about myself. Take care reading my blog; a whole five minutes of my life a day is put into it, plzthnxbai.
-- Nicki. <3
When I'm away.
It's hard to make it through.
Coz my head is in the clouds;
And my heart is there for you.
It's never been easy,
But I know this much is true.
And there's nothing I can do..
Heya Guys,
First vlog everrrr for me :o
There's a pause at the beginning and the end cause computer was being slow & stuff.
Yes, I know I sound like an idiot.
Yes, my hair's a mess. It's always like that unfortunately :L
Btw, I have done this all by myself.
So I don't even know if this is the 'right way'
So if the link doesn't work or something; please let know :]
http://s774.photobucket.com/albums/yy28/NickiNickiNicki-/?action=view¤t=2009-07-18-64480.flv
Nickiii.
If I really wanna go out tonight.
I never used to go out without you;
Not sure if I know how to.
eurrrgh. I hate that song. xD
But it came on the telee.
And I couldn't think of any lyrics ^o)
Anyway, today's been rather crap.
First day of summer hols, and I have been at home all day.
How sad.
But something clicked today, in my mind :]
Something that should've a while ago.
And now, I just told Kayleigh, and she was like 'I told you so' :P
Grrrr. I hate it when that happens :L
Anyway,
I'm kinda depressed atm.
But I have a major reason why I should be happy
This medical condition I had.
I DON'T HAVE IT ANYMORE
And I don't have to take these tablets; which had horrible side effects "/
;D
Nickiiii.
I am determined not to go into a deep post; cause I will put something that I regret ~
I hate seeing you like this :(
It tears me up
Seeing you all hurt & upset
I just want you to be happy
My number one mission is to make you smile. Make you happy.
But I don't even know if I can do that.
I just want to give you a hug; to tell you it'll all be okay.
Things will get better; no matter how shit you feel at this present moment.
Things will get better.
And I am here for you always. Through good times and bad.
It's official
We have broken up for summer hols ;D
But my summer's gonna suck :(
On the last day of school my friends decided they were gonna fall out.
I didn't have any part in it, but they're still gonna be bitching and being horrible to each other :(
Why now?
And summer's gonna suck for a couple of other reasons.
Both of which I am not putting here.
Got FADOs parts todayyy.
I made a prediction that Emily was gonna get Rose and Indy was gonna get Kim.
But it was the other way round :L i was close :3
I got the part of Ursula, whoever that it ^o) Some mate of Kim's apparently.
Nickiii.
when you screamed I'd fight away all your fears.
WOOOO.
Beach partaaay tonight ;D
With Explorerssss. (y)
NOT SCOUTS, xD
No more teasing from FADOs. xD
Cause I had my last scout meeting the other evening :L
Though I do have to go to the first meeting when we get back after Summer Hols, so they can say a 'proper goodbye' to the people who are leaving "/.
But I do have 2 camps to look forward to with the scouts. xD
But I don't think I'm gonna stay on for Explorers and go to their meetings "/
Doesn't interest me anymore tbh.
Which is a shame, cause they are camping in Kandersteg next year [Switzerland]
But I don't really wanna "/
And I think my two best friends who are staying on, are staying more for the 'fit' boys :L
blessss.
Anyways, will tell you how it goes either when I get back or tomorrowwww.
LAST DAY OF SCHOOL TOMORROW.
Nickiii [:
