Why the hell have I been like this?
Can't I just appreciative for what I have?
That month [and a few weeks xD] was the best of my life, so why be like this when it ends? I should just be appreciative I had it in the first place. Yeah, I lost it, but I can't exactly change it. Being like this isn't helping. It's making it worse more than anything.
Also, people need to keep themselves to themselves, and not get involved in something not to do with them. Cause they're just making things a whole lot worse. As much as I love [or in one case HATE] everyone, I wish they'd just shut up about all this and move on like I have, kinda.
I just want things like they were before all of this. Cause I've blown it already, learnt valuable lessons, so now I just need to move on.. And I wish people would just let me and accept everything that's happened, cause it was none of their business in the first place. In a weird way, they have ruined my life, whether it was their intention or not.
So, yeah, taking everything as it comes & goes now, gonna patch things up. Well, try my hardest anyway.
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Ever kissed a Trey, Ryan, Tyler, Mike, Nick or Matt?
Nope
Have you ever had a male best friend?
Not best friend, but amaze friend, yes.
Name something you dislike about the day you're having?
Umm.. This weekend depresses me for reasons. xD
And I'm incredibly bored. "/
Whens the next time you'll hang out with someone?
No idea; Lonerrr. xD
What are you thinking of right now?
Fml, auditions tomorrow. FAIL.
Name something you did today?
Abseiled! ;D
Have you ever slept in the same bed as the opposite sex?
Nope
Do you miss anyone?
... Kinda.
Where was the last place you went besides your house?
Ipswich Hospital & Morrisons. xD
Who last drove you under the age of 21?
Ermm.. Cousin me thinks
Do you feel comfortable with answering personal questions?
Depends who to xD.
Did your night suck last night?
Umm.. *think back* kinda, could've been better
Been out side longer than 30 mins today?
Yup
Have you held hands with somebody in the last week?
Yeah..
Describe your life for the past month in one word?
Eventful
Could you ever be friends with someone that broke your heart?
Yes, as long as they are ok with it :]
Are you shy around new people?
Yeah
When was the last time you laughed?
When I was abseiling, I was having a random conversation with my mum whilst scaling down an extremely tall building xDDDD.
What do you do in the rain?
I dunno. Rain doesnt bother me.
Are you sarcastic?
Quite a bit ;D
Do you still like the same person from 5 months ago?
Ummm *thinks back* kinda... I dunno.
What are you listening to?
Some insanely shit song on the tele I'm about to change over xD.
Do you have any summer plans yet?
Yupppp. Three camps plus SYP. and getting gcse results (n)
Do you give in easily when you're fighting?
I try not to, if it's something I believe in or suchlike
Do you believe in telling your bf/gf you love them?
Yeah, not telling them, (in my opinion) would be kinda silly :L
Have you ever gotten butterflies from someone?
Yup
Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret?
Umm.. I dunno. Depends what you class as deep & dark..
Are you a beach person or snow person?
BOTH ;D
Color of shirt?
Blaccck
Is it easy for someone to make you smile.
Yup, unless I'm in a straange mood
Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
Jordan tried to with me at FADOs, but I didn't really wanna. "/
Suoo... Kayleigh I think. Or Hannah, one of them xD.
Do you think you'll be married in 5 years?
No.
Are you tired right now?
Nah
Where do you want to live when you're older?
Wherever. I don't really care.
What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
Getting ready
Do you care if your boyfriend/girlfriend drinks?
Depends how much? If it's a lot, then yeahh.
Does laundry really need to be separated?
Yes, otherwise you get pink vests as I found out Dx
Who was the last person to smoke a cigarette in your presence?
Ummm.. I have no idea "/
What is something you'd like to have right now?
..
Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with the letter C?
Errr... *flashbacks*... I don't think so "/
Who did you last shoot a dirty look at?
Umm... No idea. Probs my arts week teacher, cause he's eeevil.
Have you ever had a garage sale?
We don't have a garage xD
What color is your iPod?
I dont have one D:
What kind of dog do you have?
Don't have one of them either xD. I'm still slightly scared of them :P
What's for dinner tonight?
I dunno; doubt I'll have any.
What is the last drink you drank?
Milkshake ;D
How long is your hair?
Like... *tugs hair* dammit.. errr.. Just past my shoulders.
Are you happy right now?
Yeah :]
What did you say last?
Fine. [to my mum xD]
Do you drink beer?
Nope.
Have your brothers or sisters ever told you that you were adopted?
I don't have any
What is in your pocket?
I dont have any nuooo
Who introduced you to your boyfriend or girlfriend?
Don't have one
What DVD is in your DVD player?
I don't have one D: I just play them on the PS2 xD
What do you think of when you hear the word "meow"?
Cats? xD
What are you listening to right now?
Bulletproof xD.
What have you had to drink so far today?
Cranberry & Raspberry. J2O [orange & passionfruit yummm] & milkshake xD
When is your birthday?
22 Jan
How many states in the U.S. have you been to?
None D;
What are you going to do after this?
Download photos
What is something you need to go shopping for?
Ummm... nothing xD.
Do you like pickles?
No
How about olives?
No
What is your favorite kind of gum?
Trident splash that strawberry & lime one or whatever it is xD.
Do you have any tan lines?
I have burn lines :L
Do you remember the name of your kindergarten teacher?
We don't have kindergarten. I don't know what the english equivalent of kindergarten is :/ Nursery? If so, Miss Garnett and Mrs Nind xD
Who was the last person to call you babe?
Kayleigh
When you're at the grocery store do you used the self checkout?
If there's one, then yes xD
Has anyone ever sang to you?
Not exactly to me, but in my presence, yes xD.
Has anyone ever given you roses?
Yup.
Are you looking forward to the new year?
Yeahh, even thought it's ages away. xD
What are you thinking about right now?
That I cant sing this stuupid song to save my life :P
Are you missing anyone?
Yeah, kinda. "/
Currrent location?
England :L at home :P
Plans for the weekend?
Abseiling off tall building Saturday xD. Then FADOs auditions Sunday xS
Are you happy with your life?
Umm, sorta. ish. "/
Where is the last place you drove?
I don't drive. xD but my mum drove me to school this morning? xD
What color was the last food you ate?
Umm... Brown xD [Chocolate :L]
Have you ever wanted to be a school bus driver?
No :P
Who is number 6 on your top friends?
Umm.. cba to check. Lizzie i think
Have you ever seen them when they're drunk?
no xD
Who is number 2 on your top?
Jessica
Does he or she have a girl/boyfriend?
Nope
What would you do if a mouse ran across the floor right now?
Scream xD
What did you do Sunday?
SYP workshop & other stuff.
What about today?
School. Ediing our film for arts week xD Shooting later on with Explorers.
Who is number 5 on your top friends?
Sophie I think "/
Could you stand to be locked in a room with them for a solid week?
I dunno :P
What is the last song you listened to?
Here (In Your Arms)
Are you sad at the moment?
A bit, a lot better though.
Why?
No comment.
What color are the last shoes you wore?
Grey tartan-ish ones xD
Who is the last person you hugged?
Hannah
Can any of your relatives draw/paint?
I dont think so, but i dont talk to anyone exclusing my mum much, so they could xD
Of your top friends, which guy are you the most comfortable around?
I dunno
Which girl?
I dunno xD
What is the last movie you watched?
night at the museum 2. i dont go to the cinema much. xD
What is the last caffinated beverage you drank?
Errr. i dunno xD
Where did your last kiss take place?
Shut up.
Have you ever fed ducks?
I dunno, probs, when i was lil xD
What color shirt are you wearing?
Greyyy
What time is it?
17:08
What mood are you in?
Ummm... it keeps changing xD
Who do you go to for advice:
Hannah and Kayleigh
Who do you cry with:
Lizzie
Long distance relationships:
? xD
Guys or gals?
As in love? Guys please xD.
Have you ever found a song that completely and utterly describes you?
Not completely, but me and Kayleigh decided on one today that is quite close :P
Do you genuinely like the song Crank Dat by Soulja Boy?
I like crazy-dancing to it. but it's kinda crap xD.
Do you have a younger sibling?
Nope :P
