The stars are not wanted now; put out every one,
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun,
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the woods;
For nothing now can ever come to any good.
My name's Nicki, pleased to meet you. (:
I am an average fifteen year old from lovely England. I don't come on here to draw and do fan art shizzle, I come here to blogblogblog. I go to school, I socialize, I do normal teenager-y things.
I'm a supposed maths genius. It's what I do best. I hope to go to one of the best Universities and study in the most challenging and difficult maths courses in the country. From this, you'd guess I was a pretty boring geek. But I can assure you I am far from it. :3
I have a personality that results in me being permantly 'hyper'. Well, that's what other people call it, it's just normal to me. So when I do go hyper, it's a scary sight for first-time viewers. (:
I make mistakes. So does every single person on this planet. If you've never made a mistake, you haven't lived. 'Never take life seriously, you never get out alive anyway' - that's what I follow. I come across as a really laid back person, but get to know me and I am completely different.
I have done babbling on about myself. Take care reading my blog; a whole five minutes of my life a day is put into it, plzthnxbai.
-- Nicki. <3
When I'm away.
It's hard to make it through.
Coz my head is in the clouds;
And my heart is there for you.
It's never been easy,
But I know this much is true.
And there's nothing I can do..
But I want to. <3
Nicki is happy.
Nicki is happy.
Nicki is happy.
Nicki is happy.
Nicki is happy.
That's all I have to say. :D
<3
Opposites always attract <3
Life is gooood.
School is going great, getting straight A's and A*'s :D
My love life is fine, I'm happy. :)
I think me and my mum have settled our differences for now.
I'm signing up for a paper round.
AND I'M SEEING BOYSLIKEGIRLS IN 16 DAYS. :D
They're coming to the 02 Academy Islingdon.
It's going to be amazing.
And we don't have to have an adult with us this time! :L
Me, Lizzie + Jack.
It's gonna be awesome.
Now I'm off to do coursework and help my cousin with his homework. ;3
I'm at my aunty's atm looking after him.
S'laterrr.
Nickii. <3
Looks like a solo tonight.
Okay, found out why I felt like I did [last post]
Kidney Infection + something else I cba to go into.
But I'mma lot better now. :)
So, like, what's happened since?!
Well, I had my birthday, and my party.
Which was awesome.
I've been talking to Christian again.
It's kinda weird.
I don't really know what's gonna happen. :L
I think I've realised I do like him.. rather a lot.
I don't think I should've dumped him.
But oh well, go with the flow Nicki here. :D
Today I had my whole day off timetable.
To do performances and being a guide.
We're having a holocaust week at our school.
It's awesome.
And I've spoken to people I never would've :L
I hope I stay friends with them after. x)
I'm off to a stupid rehearsal soon.
I have no idea who else is coming.
Should be interestingly.. embarrassing.
Ho hum.
Nickii. [long post sorries if you're reading]
I haven't felt this low in ages.
I don't even know what's wrong.
I'm not even functioning properly.
I keep calling people the wrong names.
I keep getting very confused.
I keep forgetting a lot of things.
And I am INSANELY tired.
But I CAN'T SLEEP.
I am very very depressed at school.
So many people have asked me what's wrong.
They're really worried.
I don't know what's wrong with me.
My brain feels muddled.
I can't think straight.
I just want to cry permantly.
Please just ignore this post.
I need to let it out.
Work it, move that bitch crazy.
I am in a very happy mood. x)
Well, it's my birthday in.. err.. 5 days. :)
And I've got my mini 'party' organised.
Bowling with my closest friends.
It's all booked and stuff.
Today was boring, dire and cold.
But ohhh well, it's a show going on in less than a month.
And we kinda need the practice.. :L
Byeee.
Nicki.
