The stars are not wanted now; put out every one,
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun,
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the woods;
For nothing now can ever come to any good.

My name's Nicki, pleased to meet you. (:
I am an average fifteen year old from lovely England. I don't come on here to draw and do fan art shizzle, I come here to blogblogblog. I go to school, I socialize, I do normal teenager-y things.
I'm a supposed maths genius. It's what I do best. I hope to go to one of the best Universities and study in the most challenging and difficult maths courses in the country. From this, you'd guess I was a pretty boring geek. But I can assure you I am far from it. :3
I have a personality that results in me being permantly 'hyper'. Well, that's what other people call it, it's just normal to me. So when I do go hyper, it's a scary sight for first-time viewers. (:
I make mistakes. So does every single person on this planet. If you've never made a mistake, you haven't lived. 'Never take life seriously, you never get out alive anyway' - that's what I follow. I come across as a really laid back person, but get to know me and I am completely different.
I have done babbling on about myself. Take care reading my blog; a whole five minutes of my life a day is put into it, plzthnxbai.
-- Nicki. <3

When I'm away.
It's hard to make it through.
Coz my head is in the clouds;
And my heart is there for you.
It's never been easy,
But I know this much is true.
And there's nothing I can do..

OPINIONS PLZ.

Hi guys.
I've been set a coursework task of writing a creative writing essay.
So basically a story.
I am absolutely useless with thinking of plots
So my teacher gave me a few prompts, and I've written a bit about them each.
But I'm not sure which one to choose - if any! - to write about.
Idc if I don't know you, I just really need some opinions please. :)

Teacher's prompt: I knew there was something funny about that house the minute I stepped into it...
A group of three friends are dared to go inside the abandoned house in the middle of nowhere. Hacking through trees, they finally enter with their hearts pounding out of their chests. As they explore deeper and deeper into the house, the objects decorating it turn to life and it ends with one of the friend's scream as they realise what they've let themselves into..

Teacher's prompt: It was the strangest thing I had ever heard. And it was the last thing my uncle said before he died..
Girl's uncle dies in her arms whilst he mutters a strange sentence, which takes her onto a quest of discovery [he gives he a clue of some sort which she is determined to find out what he was talking about!]. It eventually leads her into a cupboard in his abandoned house where she finds many documents detailing an extremely famous mass murderer, and a single note saying 'It was me'.

Teacher's prompt: Last Hope.
A girl's older brother needs a donated kidney, and quick. He hasn't got long to live and they can find no matches. Then they realise that his forgotten biological father could be the answer. But the question is whether the rest of the family can track him down in time for their turning-towards-the-worse brother..

Please guys I need some help! Btw sorry for typos/mistakes, I cba to check it. :D
Nicki.

You know what?

I am sick of this.
I am sick of falling for people.
And then screwing it up.
I am sick of thinking things are going good.
I am sick of it all going downhill soon afterwards.

I am a screw up.
I am worthless.
What's the point anymore?
I give up. I actually do.
I probably spend more time being depressed.
Than I do being happy, when it comes to love shit.

Goodbye, ignore this :( post, I'll pretend to be happy tomorrow.

.

It's been a while since the two of us talked
About a week since the day you walked
Knowing things would never be the same
With your empty heart and mine full of pain
So explain to me, how it came to this
Take it back to the night we kissed
It was Dublin city on a Friday night
You were vodkas and coke, I was Guinness all night

We were sitting with our backs against the world
Saying things that we thought but never heard
Who would have thought it would end up like this?
Where everything we talked about is gone
And the only chance we have of moving on

Is try to take it back
Before it all went wrong

Before the worst, before we mend
Before our hearts decide
It's time to love again
Before too late, before too long
Lets try to take it back
Before it all went wrong

There was a time, that we'd stay up all night
Best friends talking till the daylight
Took the joys alongside the pain
With not much to loose, but so much to gain
Are hearing me? Cause I don't wanna miss,
Set you a drift on memory bliss
It was Grafton Street on a rainy night
I was down on one knee and you where mine for life

We we're thinking we would never be apart
With your name tattooed across my heart
Who would have thought it would end up like this?
Where everything we talked about is gone
And the only chance we have of moving on

Is try to take it back
Before it all went wrong

Before the worst, before we mend
Before our hearts decide
It's time to love again
Before too late, before too long
Lets try to take it back
Before it all went wrong

If the clouds don't clear
Then well rise above it, well rise above it
Heavens gate is so near
Come walk with me through
Just like we use to, just like we use

Lets take it back
Before it all went wrong

Before the worst, before we mend
Before our hearts decide
It's time to love again
Before too late, before too long
Lets try to take it back
Before it all went wrong

Let me light up the sky;

Light it up for you.

Today was pretty boring. :L
Worst day of my timetable.

And last lesson was disturbing. :|
When you have an older, weirder, senior teacher.
TRYING to give you lectures about the sex.
The. Whole. Lesson.
It's not good.. xD

Nothing else to say.
Nickii.

OHEMGEE.

I almost forgot to say ^_^

I was a heroine today.
Well, not quite.
My good deed for the day was done though. (Y)

My friend Laura collapsed/fainted outside my maths class today.
No teachers around.
And she was shaking and going all O__o
And everyone was panicking.
Nicki to the rescueeee~!
I helped her with my Rookies training. :D
So I was all like with her doing all the right stuff.
And sent someone to get a teacher.
And they were sho proud. ;3
And she sent me a text thanking me later.
She's okay now. :)

Lololol, that's first time I've used any of the stuff I learnt Rookies in real life. :L
Hahahaaa. My proud moment. (Y)

Nickiii.