The stars are not wanted now; put out every one,
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun,
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the woods;
For nothing now can ever come to any good.
My name's Nicki, pleased to meet you. (:
I am an average fifteen year old from lovely England. I don't come on here to draw and do fan art shizzle, I come here to blogblogblog. I go to school, I socialize, I do normal teenager-y things.
I'm a supposed maths genius. It's what I do best. I hope to go to one of the best Universities and study in the most challenging and difficult maths courses in the country. From this, you'd guess I was a pretty boring geek. But I can assure you I am far from it. :3
I have a personality that results in me being permantly 'hyper'. Well, that's what other people call it, it's just normal to me. So when I do go hyper, it's a scary sight for first-time viewers. (:
I make mistakes. So does every single person on this planet. If you've never made a mistake, you haven't lived. 'Never take life seriously, you never get out alive anyway' - that's what I follow. I come across as a really laid back person, but get to know me and I am completely different.
I have done babbling on about myself. Take care reading my blog; a whole five minutes of my life a day is put into it, plzthnxbai.
-- Nicki. <3
When I'm away.
It's hard to make it through.
Coz my head is in the clouds;
And my heart is there for you.
It's never been easy,
But I know this much is true.
And there's nothing I can do..
:)
Hey guys, i'm gonna start posting again.
Just not religiously everyday. :L
Today, we experienced SNOW. O:
Lots & lots. More than we've had in aaages. :L
But I've been ill today. And wasn't going into school anyway.
And then our school got closed after lesson one.
And the snowball fights commenced without me.
Little me shut indoors ill. D;
I'm still with Christian, it was a month a couple of days ago. :)
I haven't seen him for AGES.
But I get to see him tomorrow at my school cause he has a lesson there.
That's if the school's open, that is.
Goodbye all.
Nickii. <3
Tears run down my face.
Hope everyone had a lovely christmas and new year.
I certainly did.
Best one yet. <3
But I have also realised something.
The relationship with my mum is breaking down.
Literally. Into shreds.
I started to realise last year, back in June/July sorta time.
Don't get me wrong;
Me and my mum used to have an amazing bond.
Used to.
But now we're at each other's throats 24/7.
It's horrible.
We both hate it, but we can't seem to control it.
One thing I do know is I can't wait to move out.
<3
There was nothing I could do..
Hey Guys. :D
I'm not entirely sure if I'm gonna have access to a computer
For.. A while. :L
So I thought I'd post now.
I hope everyone has a great Christmas/New Year. [x
Hope everyone is well.
Blahblahblah. :)
Nickii. (:
Cause you're not here, and I'm not there.
Heya guys.
Update time!
It's a shame a lotta people can't post much anymore ~
Well, what's happened since last time.
I have a boyfriend.
His name's Christian, he goes to a different school to me.
*Speaking of which, I am meeting him & 3 of his closest mates soon. I'm rather nervous of what they'll think of me. :L*
Oh, and my mum and her boyfriend broke up.
Which is, like, sad and stuff.
But I am secretly so happy.
& I know it sounds horrible.
But it's cause a week after my birthday, we were gonna move.
To Peterborough, to live with him. O_o
[Which no one knew about btw, cause I wasn't going to tell anyone it was definite for a while, it upset me too much]
Well, I am off.
Hope all is well with you guys.
Nickii. <3
Hey Guys.
Just to let you know I haven't like died or anything. xD
And I am happy. :)
But I won't be posting anymore.
I don't feel like I can write stuff on here, and for people to be trusted not to tell people.
So I will stick to writing in my diary, which is what I have done for ages.
Bye Guys, I'll stick around, just won't post. (: