Eurrrrgh.
I feel better now :]
Had a big long talk with Hannah, it really helped, cause she's gone through similar things before D;
But now I've decided I've just got to be happy
Be appreciative of what I've got
& just take things as they come and go :)
I say that now, but with every new piece of information someone gives me,
I go back to square one and get mega depressed >.<
Up & Down. Rollercoasterrrrrr.
But i'm gonna be happy, determined :)
Cause I've already blown things, crying and being stupid isn't gonna help in the slightest; make things worse more than anything.
So yeah, things are gonna change
It's gonna be hard
But they are :)
& I have all my friends to help me :)
I love them <3