Why the hell have I been like this?
Can't I just appreciative for what I have?
That month [and a few weeks xD] was the best of my life, so why be like this when it ends? I should just be appreciative I had it in the first place. Yeah, I lost it, but I can't exactly change it. Being like this isn't helping. It's making it worse more than anything.
Also, people need to keep themselves to themselves, and not get involved in something not to do with them. Cause they're just making things a whole lot worse. As much as I love [or in one case HATE] everyone, I wish they'd just shut up about all this and move on like I have, kinda.
I just want things like they were before all of this. Cause I've blown it already, learnt valuable lessons, so now I just need to move on.. And I wish people would just let me and accept everything that's happened, cause it was none of their business in the first place. In a weird way, they have ruined my life, whether it was their intention or not.
So, yeah, taking everything as it comes & goes now, gonna patch things up. Well, try my hardest anyway.

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