Really. I'm so sorry for that last post yesterday, but thank you so much for your comments and words of encouragment <3 They really made me feel loved.

I know I'll be okay, just a big bump in the road yesterday and I needed to let it go. I don't hate my best friend at all, I wasn't even talking about her when I said "screw her." That's meant for someone else.
I love by bestie to death, just wish she'd see that the guys she turns down are good people and I'd love to be with them if they'd just see me. But I'm not desperate either, I have standards ;)

But you're all right about your advice-- I'll have to wait. And you'll be the first to know when I do find him, even if it's hard along the way and it may take a while.

Thanks so much guys. I love all of you and hope we'll all be okay together.