I'm tired.
I just seperated all my laundry out.
Stuff I don't wear because whatever reason.
Whites and things needing bleaching.
Darks.
Other colors.
And blankets.
Brought it all downstairs. Half to the basement.
Put my whites in, wasn't any bleach though.
But hopefully it'll clean well.
Uhmmmm............
I didn't wanna bring the stuff in garbage bags down.
Because i didn't want my dad to be a dickhead if I accidentally woke him up.
He and everyone else is so pissy lately.
It's so annoying.
Uh,...
I tried patching holes in my walls.
I'm not good at puddying or whatever it is though.
Oh well.
It's better than it looked when there was holes.
It's been a year and a half since my dad started painting it.
My mom won't let me by myself.
And yea...
I want to finish it already!!!
It's so not fair........
Everyone else got to get their room finished.
I didn't.
Not nicely.
My dad took time and neatly did Krissy's floor, and Ben's and Jonathans.
Mine looks like shit.
And there's gaps and shit.
It's awful.
And he did a shitty paint job.
And a shitty job patching up the walls.
Ben didn't want his room painted.
But my mom put this dark earthy colored textured spray paint on the far wall.
Jonathan got his exactly how he wanted.
Krissy got her perfect little princess room.
Crown molding, sparkles, those stick on pictures.
Whatever, my parents don't give a shit.
Yell at me if i ever ask.
And they say I'm selfish...
I like never ask for anything.
And I just keep to myself.
With my dogs up here.
and the internet.
They want to take away anything and everything that keeps me sane basically.
I don't ask for much... and i get shit i don't want all the time.
It's stupid.
Oh well...
No use complaining.
I'm just sick of it.
Sorry >_<
Anyways...
I went to the movies with brittany last night.
Nate came too.
He reminds me of this kid Dan that sits behind me in english, and i think he's in my world history class too.
Except more silly randomness than Dan.
Uhhh,,,
He kindaaa looks like him too.
Oh and when he was acting gay he reminded me of this friend my brother had that was gay named Eric.
It was kinda funny.
and I guess it was fun.
Uhhhm
Saw Shutter.
I thought it was okay/pretty good.
It had its good and bad parts.
I kept laughing, and i kept seeing brittany put her hands to her face and called her a chicken..
Hah...
I was sitting in front of them but one kicked my chair so i moved in the row and Brittany had me sit next to her.
Then she kept kicking my leg so i moved over one.
They talked like the whole time it seemed.
Oh well.
Then we hung around outside in the lobby area thing at the table.
and he kept going outside and I told her to go with him at least one or twice.. haha. Idk if she went on her own dont remember.
Then I went out the other exit and they thought I was spying but I wasn't.
And then I bugged them because i was bored.
He was saying stuff like third wheel and tri and i mentioned tricycle I think.
I don't think he wanted me to go.. he would've rathered it just them
Britt said he asked her out to the movies..
And idk..
We had plans for going to the mall
And he was gonna come too.
But then it go changed last night to going to the movies.
And She said she was gonna go to the movies and the mall.
I kinda predicted we wouldn't have gone to the mall because of the time of the movie being almost 7.
And yea we didn't.
Uhhh....
yea.
Hah, her mom got there and Idk if he already was asking or whatever but i like yelled just ask her already or something. and he did... and she looked like she was nervous and leaning away and said okay..
something like that.
Wasn't paying a whole lot of attention.
Oh and he tried paying me a dollar to go away.
hahahaaa..
And he was saying something and was like You wanna go? and started coming near me and like did some penguin walk thing and I just felt like hitting him because he was too close.
I have this thing with people being near me, especially if i don't know them.
i rather dislike it.... A LOT.
Uhhhhhhhhhhhh
Yea, hah.
I dunno why... but i restrained from it at least.. hahah.
Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Went home.
Mom got home and on came the bitching!
I gotta wash all my laundry today.
Or elseeee.
Hah.... If I do I can go to the hockey game.
She has extra tickets for the boardroom.
Which is fucking greatttttt.
Awesome seats in the boardroom at td banknorth plaza or whatever.
Awesomeeeewjngrjk
Though right next to the glass it good.
And up in the nosebleeds is even good, you can see the whole rink.
so yea.
I should go check on my laundry see if the first loads done yet.
And switch it out and all that junk.
Blahhhhhhhhhh.
GOOD NIGHT!
