Holy shit.
Holyshitholyshitholyshit.
Are you fucking kidding me?!
I get bitched at for doing something and then someone else does it and it's all fucking fine and peachy.
GO DIE YOU FUCKING HYPOCRITE!!!!
Not seriously... but still.
That just pisses me off.
My calves hurt like, reallllly bad this morning.
If I even moved them, they fucking hurt so bad i winced in pain.
So I refused to get up.
Especially since my douchebag, I mean father, pushed me off my bed and it made them hurt more.
So he disconnected the cable today, so no tv nor interweb.
I was so bored...
My mom was bitching at me later in the day.
And got pissed I didn't wanna text her anymore.
I painted my nails blue, but they're ruined.
I tried painting my room.
Also got bitched at for that.
"YOU DIDN"T HAVE MY FUCKING PERMISSION!!!"
Not like theyre gonna do it anytime soon.
And I was bored.
And couldn't go anywhere.
And I needed somethign before I like, slit my own throat.
So I was paitning.
Then I made brownies, and strawberry cake.
And attempted buttercream icing.
but I screwed it up.
I made myself eggs for dinner.
Cause hotdogs suck.
uhhh, yea.
Here I am.
Holy shit, fuckface IMed me.
Aka, James the douchebag!
We used to be like, the best of friends.
And then I swear Brittany said she hated him.
But she says otherwise.
Then, when Brittany and I were like in a massive arguement they all the sudden came all buddy buddy.
Suspisioussssss.
psh, I swear the "friendship between us doesn't even fucking matter to her.
Whatever/
I need to go die =]
My dad yelled at me saying i had to go to a counselor this morning.
My mom said it this afternoon.
Said my dads uncles daughter is one.
And I said Screw that, if I were to go to one I wouldn't wanna go to family.
No one in my fucking family can keep their mouth shut.
Thats why i tell no one in it anything.
My aunt fucking flipped out because I had "CONCERNING STUFF!!" as she put for the subject in the email of it to my mom.
Just cause I mentioned I still think I'm clinically depressed since 8th grade.
I could have said a lot wrose things i've done.
Wonder how she'd react to that.
James is stupid.
he only IMed me to ask if Talias been on.
Stupid dumbfuck james.
