So Im sitting at work thinking about a variety of things and I keep telling myself "you have got to get better at art." Lately all my stuff has been mediocre at best. I feel like I've hit my glass ceiling and can go no higher. It's frustrating seeing all these great artists display their work and think "man, I suck so much." But I do. I dont know how to break this style I've acquired but I realize it's doing nothing but holding me back if not pulling me down.

And backgrounds? I have been complaining for about a year now that I dont know how to draw backgrounds and I have tried everything I can think of to obtain this hidden power because I NEED TO LEARN TO DRAWN BACKGROUNDS!

I just want to make a piece of work that makes people go "wow".

Is that too much to ask?