"You show that you are a letter from Christ, the result of our ministry, written not with ink but with the Spirit of the living God, not on tablets of stone but on tablets of human hearts." --2 Corinthians 3:3

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Prom

I had a really good time at prom, despite having to wear flip-flops instead of my awesome heels and having to limp around. The only dancing I could do without hurting myself was slow-dancing, which I don't think my date minded at all. [laughs] But we did have a good time, not too much drama, which was good. All of my girl-friends and I wanted to start a smack-down after prom because our best guy-friend just got cheated on by his now-ex-girlfriend, and we're all extremely pissed at her. And of course she was there with her new boy-toy. So we wanted to play Three Day's Grace's "Riot" and then quite literally 'start a riot' but we didn't. We were good...

Enferma

So, last night I was running around our lawn barefoot [I'd just moved the car so that my sister could mow] and I got stung by something right on the pad of one of my toes. Now, my toe is about twice the size it should be, is bright red, itchs like crazy. Oh, and did I mentioned that tomorrow is prom, so I have a swollen toe that won't fit in my shoes. Oh, and just wait--here's the icing on the cake, I have a fever now of 101.8! My mom thinks it's because of an allergic reaction to the sting [my dad is deathly allergic to bee stings] and so I guess I got some of his allergy. Today we were decorating for prom, so I was running around like a maniac with a swollen toe. I wasn't feeling well all day but I wanted to stay and help out so I did. After we finished decorating, we [my classmates, teacher, couple of other friends and I] all went to go see Star Trek. Which as awesome, by the way. Anyways, so a couple of times during the movie I kept telling my sister that I thought I had a fever. She said I felt a little warm but not that bad. I had her drive me home and then practically collapsed on the front steps I was so dizzy and in so much pain from my friggin' toe!! So, needless to say I'm praying with all my might that I'm better before prom tomorrow. It would suck so bad if I didn't get to go because I'm sick from an allergic reaction. Please, pray for me or if you're not religious keep me in your thoughts.

May's Obligatory Emo Post

I had a pretty good birthday. Got some cupcakes at human video practice and then Mom and Dad bought my twin and I a chocolate ice cream cake that can only be described as epic. It was so good. [drools]

Today was my last ballet class of the year. And of course I go through the entire year without confronting any of my bratty classmates but today broke that streak, because one of the worse girls totally belittled me in front of the entire class. You know what, I didn't need that! I didn't! I know I suck, I know I'm stupid, I know I'm fat, I know I'm ugly, I know I can't dance; therefore, YOU DON'T NEED TO POINT THAT OUT! kthanxbye.

I registered for the SATs today. I'm kind of scared, but whatever. I need to take them. [shrugs] I just want this whole mess of applying/getting accepted into college to be over with. I stress myself out so unnecessarily about this kind of stuff, but I wouldn't be me if I weren't stressing about something. I've cried a lot in the last couple of days. Augh. That's so annoying. I hate crying, I feel like a big baby.

I'm such a loser. [/emo]

X-Men

So I'm just wasting time until it's time for me to go pick up toxictherapy to go see X-Men:Origins tonight.

Today there was a festival in my town. My sister and I met up with our guy friend, who I think I've affectionately referred to as Muffin, when we got there and we walked around with him for a while. It was really hot and kind of boring. [laughing] But Muffin got a balloon and some meat-on-a-stick and pranced around like a little kid. [face-palm] We pretended like we didn't know him.

A whole group of my friends and I are going to go see X-Men soon. It was originally just going to be Muffin, my twin, a girl from our class and I--but now it's my Muffin, my twin, classmate, my older brother some of his friends, toxictherapy and a whole bunch of other random people and I. ^^ Most of the time whenever our classmates went to the movies my sister and I got left out for some inexplicable reason. But now, we're not. I don't know why we were left out before, but now we're included in the group. We're not the social pariahs of the 11th grade!

Of course, we were the ones that planned this to begin with but whatever! It was supposed to be a pre-certain event that I don't want to talk or think about outting... [coughs] Ok, fine...let's just say that tomorrow will be the start of another year for me...I'm getting old. Ok...so I'll be turning 17 tomorrow and I guess that's not old, but I feel old. Time's going so fast now, it feels like yesterday when I was writing my birthday post last year. -.-;; I guess tomorrow I'll get on and post about my day, hopefully I'll have a good day. [smiles]

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I've begun to realize that the older you get the faster time goes by. Por ejemplo, I'm almost done with school this year. We only have like 20 something days left. Also, I have one more ballet class this year. Weird. But good wierd, because despite having an awesome class on Monday I'm still not looking forward to any other class. Also, something else is coming around that I'd rather not think about. I'll talk about that something on Sunday.

I just realized that I didn't do my Chemistry homework. Crap. I should probably do that... I think we're going to the art gallery and coffee house downtown today in Psychology so I guess that doesn't allow me that time to do it. Maybe I'll do it at lunch... Or just not do it at all and get a 0 on the homework grade.

I'm so bored. I'll try to post something more interesting sometime soon.