"You show that you are a letter from Christ, the result of our ministry, written not with ink but with the Spirit of the living God, not on tablets of stone but on tablets of human hearts." --2 Corinthians 3:3

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My day.

Today was a good day. Spanish was fun, we actually had to learn something, but I love Spanish class so it's really fun. Then in psychology, we just reviewed some stuff for the test tomorrow--and then ditched class [with the teacher's permission] to go to the elementary school's playground. It was fun. Chemistry we took a test [I got a 98! Second highest grade!] and then we made decorations for prom. Out of Styrofoam. Of course, these large pieces of Styrofoam were bigger than I am, which admittedly isn't that big, but nonetheless it was interesting. We went to the school kitchen, stole some big knives, got some hack saws from the art room and scalpels from the dissection kits in the science room and cut things out of the Styrofoam. Of course, we were all covered in little pieces of Styrofoam, but it was fun. My junior class with sharp objects is always fun.

Also, tonight was Bring-A-Friend day at ballet class. I brought toxictherapy and I'm really glad that she came. I hope that she had a good time. I actually enjoyed class with her there. [smiles] I actually danced fairly well, I usually suck with an audience. [laughing] But it made me feel very blessed that she came with me--God really has given me a good friend in her.

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So I just played the most awkward game of bowling EVER. My ex-boyfriend/prom date invited me to go with him and a friend of his. I thought it would be ok to go and so I went and, I had to pretend like I was having fun...and then I kind of lied to my mom and told her that I had an 'ok' time. But it wasn't awful but it wasn't really fun either. First awkward thing was I was the only girl. The next was setting up the bowling score-thing. Because the friend put his name into the machine as "badass" and I'm generally not someone who uses swear words...and that was awkward to me. And then my ex' didn't know how to act around me and his friend...so it was weird. I dunno...

Part of me feels a little insulted by having been invited and then being the odd [wo]man out. And then the other part of me feels like I totally wasted an afternoon that I could have spent relaxing. I guess his [my ex's] behavior just solidifies my thinking that no matter how hard he tries he's not going to get me back. He's a nice guy and all--but it's just not going to happen. I can't deal with that. I want a guy who would be able to act normally around me and one of his guy friends at the same time. I also would want a guy that doesn't accuse me of never smiling and looking like I was going to kill someone. I don't know. Maybe it's because he's only 17 and therefore hasn't grown up yet. I want a man and he's still a boy. That wasn't meant to sound perverted, more or less I want someone who is mature and knows what he wants--or maybe I'm just reading too many romance books. I don't think I'll ever find a guy with as picky as I am....Love sucks.

Fundraiser and MAL and Other Things of Little Consequence

So, tomorrow is our annual bowling fund-raiser. We have to send out 25 flyers to raise money for our school and if we send out those 25 flyers then we get to go to the bowling alley. So, I get to go to the bowling alley tomorrow. Usually I would be spending the day in the arcade [because I abhor bowling. I suck at it] but this year for some inane reason, students aren't allowed in the arcade. I'm pissed. Oh well. I get the feeling I'll be bullied into bowling. Bother. I'll bring a book or something.

Anyways, on to other things, I got a MAL. Jumped on the bandwagon, so to speak. I realized when making it how I haven't watched barely any anime in the last year. I think the last new anime I watched was Le Chevalier D'eon and I watched that last summer. So I need something new to watch. If I ever have time to watch it... Maybe I'll go on Netflix tonight and put some anime on my list...

I found out this morning that my homeroom/chemistry teacher [she also taught me algebra 2 last semester] is a Dragon Ball Z fan. How random is that? She said something to the effect of going to go see the LA movie because it's only showing for one more day in my hometown. And I kind of had to stare at her for a while and ask, "You like Dragon Ball Z?" And she was like, "Yeah! My husband got me to watch that and Yu Yu Hakusho." Oh. My. God. Of all the chemistry teachers I could have had mine likes anime. How cool is that? So we had this long conversation in homeroom about Dragon Ball Z and other anime that is being turned into live action movies. YOU CAN FIND ANIME FANS ANYWHERE!

There is only about a month of school left. Huzzah. Goodbye, 11th grade. But in the coming month, I'm going to be very busy. Festival in my town, birthdays, prom, field-trip to an amusement park, dress rehersal and recital for dance, sports award banquet, and probably a lot of other stuff. It's going to be crazy. I'll try to not neglect all of my friends here on theO. But if I disappear, I'm not dead just busy.

So yeah...that's all I have to say about that.

Completely Random

Is anyone else scared by the Jurassic Park movie. I'm watching it right now and I always forget how much this movie scares me!! I'm currently watching the part where the raptors are in the kitchen with the kids...it's so creepy. It's such a good movie, though. But it scares the crap out of me...

Success!

So it is official, I have my driver's license! My twin and I got ours today and so we got to drive [by ourselves] out to homeschool softball to visit with our friends, while our parents went out to dinner [and probably worried to death about us]. But the trip to the baseball field was successful, neither of us killed anyone, hit anything, or got arrested. [smiles] Then we had a fun time there. It was my sister, her best friend, and another mutal friend all of us messing around. We had one of our guy friend's Blackberry and were on Facebook reading random crap. It was pretty fun. So I had a good day. Yay.