"You show that you are a letter from Christ, the result of our ministry, written not with ink but with the Spirit of the living God, not on tablets of stone but on tablets of human hearts." --2 Corinthians 3:3

Gray-Ink
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Crappy Day

Crappy, crappy, crappy day. Here's how the story goes.

+Ink wakes up, and is in a good mood.

+Ink helps her mother and sister set up for kindergarten graduate at school. Ink's mood darkens.

+Muffin is actually at school today. [He was going to go to the theme park with the rest of my bum classmates.] Ink's mood gets slightly better.

+Ink is volunteered [against her will] to watch the four-year-olds during kindergarten graduation. Ink rethinks her life's plan to have offspring. Ink's mood starts going downhill.

+Ink is going to fail art because she only has one more school day to get done her final exam...which she isn't even half way done with. Fail.

+SCIENCE PERIOD FROM HADES. The only good part is Muffin and his girlfriend...being wierd...and eating nasty chocolate-waffer-cookies. That was funny.

+Ate lunch alone. Mom came and sat with me...that's not so bad.

+Got a stinkin' B- on a paper I sweated blood over. B- isn't that bad of a grade...for a paper someone might have procrastinated on...but I put my heart into that paper, darn it, and I wanted an 'A'. Fail.

+History class = MOST BORING PERIOD EVER. An hour and a half of our teacher telling us about Middle Easter Islamic history. Death. Ink was in a bad mood and about to fall asleep.

+GYM CLASS. Death. Death. And some more death. We were playing 'blood-and-guts volleyball'. Basically all out, kill the opposing team volleyball. My team sucked. Muffin, ever.so.silently, and two other friends of mine...along with my stalker and the pansy-boy from 7/8 grade. Stalker and Pansy suck at volleyball. Our team failed because of them. Muffin, e.s.s, and I were going to murder them. Death. We failed. Fail. Ink is in an awful mood.

+Ink comes home...and decides she needs a mountain dew [@ timechaser: this is the first mountain dew I've had in two days!! Be proud of me!!] and now she's locked in her room, deciding whether or not to draw...do homework...or something else.

PRAISE JESUS, IT'S THE WEEKEND...I DON'T THINK I COULD HAVE SURVIVED ANOTHER DAY!!

I need a hug... :(

Con

So, I just pre-register for a con this summer [yays!]. But, currently I'm at a loss as to who to cosplay as. I kind of like the idea of having a different costume for each of the three days...But, I have four people in mind. So I need your help... I'm torn between Karin from Naruto, Itachi [ANBU style, 'cause it's sexy] from Naruto, Howl from Howl's Moving Castle, and L from Death Note... I really don't want to throw out the idea of doing Karin 'cause she's the only girl...and I'm a girl...but, then again I don't really want to throw out any of the ideas. L would probably be hard to style my hair like because it's longer than his is...I'd leave my hair dark for Karin, I don't care that she's supposed to have red hair. It's black in the manga pages, people will deal with it. And, as my sister pointed out, Howl would just be beast to cosplay as. So, if ya'll would give me your imput I would much appreciate it.

Personally, I could probably do without either L or Howl...but, that's just me...

I'll be so happy when it's summer...

So. Ok, my school has a dress code. This code states that students are not allowed to have unnatural hair colours. Well, boo-hoo to everybody else 'cause I have a dress code pass for the rest of the year [thank you random name drawing contests for fundraisers!!] so I got to dye a chunk of my hair bright blue this morning! I've never actually had a dye job that I'm happy with...but this takes the cake. It's so awesome. I like having unnaturally coloured hair. It makes me feel special. So there, I had a good day. Aside from being so freakin' tired...but, it was a good day nonetheless.

...

Have you ever had one of those days when everything irks you and you feel utterly alone? I had one of those days today. It started in art where I was already on edge because the plan for my final project in art fell through...and so I was kind of spazzy because I couldn't think of anything else to do...then two of the girls in my class were talking about how Girl A is going to a different school next year and Girl B was all upset. Girl B then was asking what she'd do without Girl A. She'd only see her like twice a week and then maybe after school if things worked out. So she was playing the 'I'm never going to see you again' card. When, in reality, she would see her again. Quite frequently. In a usual situation I would tell them to shut up and cut the melodrama...but, it kind of hit home. I just wanted to tell them, you know what? I haven't seen a girl whose so close to me we're practically sisters, for a very long time. We've seen each other once in the last year and a half. We've survived; so can they! And then Girl B proceeded to be like: "Who's going to get me to prom [AKA the banquet]?" I was appalled. It wasn't Girl A who had invited Girl B to prom this year. It was me. Because I felt like being nice and letting a 8th grader come to prom. But, no I didn't get any credit for it. I've been left on the sidelines of friendship. So, basically it's just me and my sister.... And then, both of us really only have one good friend each. I have the aforementioned girl whose like a sister to me; and ever.so.silently has her boyfriend. We're just too different, I guess, to garner a large circle of friends. Which suits me just fine...but, sometimes it can be really lonely. But, I guess it a way, it's good because it makes me realize that much more how much I love having one really good friend. She knows who she is [at least, she better!!] and so I'd like to thank her. Thank her for giving me someone I can count on. And who has kept in touch with me. [hugs] Thank you, my friend.

Wow. Well wasn't that just uber-sappy? [laughs] So I guess that was my day... yep...nothing much else going on.

Praise Jesus, it's the weekend!! And a 3-day weekend at that! YAHOO!!

Update

Ya'll remember my science project from last week? The one I was about to die from nervousness about? Well, good news and bad news. Good news = I came in second place [go me!]. Bad news = 'Cause I'm so darn smart and pretty [ha. kidding. I'm not pretty.] I get to present it [again] tonight at the PTP meeting. In front of all the parents...and students...so much for not being nervous.

I'll update later and tell you guys how it went.

EDIT: Ok. So...according to my dad I did well during my presentation. I got a thumbs up from my mom and my classmates [who also had to suffer and present their projects] said I did fine. Our adminastrator kept making me laugh during the presentation. That and I kept laughing because I was trying to delicately state that I thought old people's hearing wasn't so good; and, my dad kept giving me funny looks [sorry Old Man!!]. I guess it went well then...?