Have you ever had one of those days when everything irks you and you feel utterly alone? I had one of those days today. It started in art where I was already on edge because the plan for my final project in art fell through...and so I was kind of spazzy because I couldn't think of anything else to do...then two of the girls in my class were talking about how Girl A is going to a different school next year and Girl B was all upset. Girl B then was asking what she'd do without Girl A. She'd only see her like twice a week and then maybe after school if things worked out. So she was playing the 'I'm never going to see you again' card. When, in reality, she would see her again. Quite frequently. In a usual situation I would tell them to shut up and cut the melodrama...but, it kind of hit home. I just wanted to tell them, you know what? I haven't seen a girl whose so close to me we're practically sisters, for a very long time. We've seen each other once in the last year and a half. We've survived; so can they! And then Girl B proceeded to be like: "Who's going to get me to prom [AKA the banquet]?" I was appalled. It wasn't Girl A who had invited Girl B to prom this year. It was me. Because I felt like being nice and letting a 8th grader come to prom. But, no I didn't get any credit for it. I've been left on the sidelines of friendship. So, basically it's just me and my sister.... And then, both of us really only have one good friend each. I have the aforementioned girl whose like a sister to me; and ever.so.silently has her boyfriend. We're just too different, I guess, to garner a large circle of friends. Which suits me just fine...but, sometimes it can be really lonely. But, I guess it a way, it's good because it makes me realize that much more how much I love having one really good friend. She knows who she is [at least, she better!!] and so I'd like to thank her. Thank her for giving me someone I can count on. And who has kept in touch with me. [hugs] Thank you, my friend.

Wow. Well wasn't that just uber-sappy? [laughs] So I guess that was my day... yep...nothing much else going on.

Praise Jesus, it's the weekend!! And a 3-day weekend at that! YAHOO!!