Ok. So I have a really full weekend... I found out yesterday that my cousin is going to be coming here tomorrow and my family as well as my cousin are all going to be driving ten hours tomorrow to go see her parents and sister and nephew. So I'm going to be on the road for ten hours tomorrow...just to see my aunt, uncle and cousins for a couple of days. Yes, I'm really looking forward to a ten hour drive. I guess the ten hour drive is better than a 16 hour drive...[The aunt, uncle and other cousin live 16 hours away; but, we picked a ten-hour-away rendezvous point. So nobody actually has to drive for 16 hours. We got the short end of the stick with ten.] But, the cousin that's meeting us at our house and then setting out with us for the meeting place has to work half a day. So, we have the entire morning to be here. Which means, I have to go take my stupid learner's permit test again. DX

I'm dead serious, I'm so terrified of taking this stupid test that I'm starting to think I'm not going to be able to do it. Last time my mom was really disappointed in me and my driver's ed teacher chewed me out for it. But the icing on the cake was my twin sister getting hers last time, so I'm the stupid one who can't pass a simple driver's test. So, my sister was telling me, 'Oh, there's going to be no pressure on you this time. You won't have me to psych you out about it, blah blah blah'. Like heck I won't have any pressure one me!! Geez. I have to pass it this time or I'm screwed. My sister will be able to drive without me, my driver's ed teacher will be pissed off with me, again. My mom will probably be really disappointed in me and I'm going to be a loser who can't pass the friggin' learner's permit test!!! ARGH!

My best friend keeps telling me to be positive about it. It helps a little to know that she believes in me. She told me to take the written exam, not the one on the computers. Did anyone else take the written one? Is it really easier than the computer one? My youth pastor told me that it was. So, hopefully my friend and youth pastor are right. I'll hopefully pass this time. If I do, I'm going to get on here and spazz out about it. So, hopefully you all will get a really spazzy entry next time and not a really mopey one...