Didn't sleep well last night mainly because I stayed up late watching Avatar and talking to my sister until 1 in the morning. Spent today bored out of my mind trying to entertain my grandparents. It's usually really awkward, because I don't have much to say. I've just been sitting with them while they watch TV, I've been reading The Stand by Stephen King, so I guess I at least have something to do. My aunts and uncle came for dinner with us tonight. If the conversation wasn't awkward, people were quiet and if people weren't quiet they were arguing. So, yes, I kept my eyes on my steak [and there wasn't much steak to it, I got to short end of the stick with the really marbled piece of meat so all it was was inedible--in my worldview--fat.] and pretended to be listening. Also, my mother says she might not let me perform with my human video team Monday because I'm 'limping, grimacing and might hurt your knee even more than it already is'. If I can't perform with the team I'll let people down, I'll let myself down and I'll be so pissed off it's not even funny. I'm really tired and upset, and I just found out that I have to go to driver's ed earlier tomorrow. It was going to be from 8 'til noon--but nooooooooooo, our instructor just called and asked if we could get they at 7. There's no way in heck I'll be able to drive that early in the morning. I've sacrificed my room so my aunt can spend the night tonight, so now I'm on my sister's floor--and I won't sleep well, and I'll have to be lucid so I can drive, and I'll have to get up a freakin' 6 o'clock tomorrow morning, and I'm so upset right now I could cry. And quite frankly that's what I feel like doing.

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