Bring Me To Life--human video at The Ramp.

This is one of the human video's I'm going to be performing at a festival coming up in May. We are kind of stealing their human video and portraying it ourselves. So, that's not us up on that big stage... I know it's a really long clip; but, if you watch it long enough to see the chick in the big white cape [she's playing the Holy Spirit] that's my part. Ever.so.silently is one of the creepy people with the books and then a creepy person with a mask on.

I'm so tired...I've had a really long day.

I have 'parent visitation' tonight at pointe class. I hate parent visitation...it feels like I have to be perfect, and so I end up pushing myself too hard and getting hurt, but then dancing through the pain so my parents will think I'm good. I'm quitting pointe next year. I really love it--but, then again I hate it. I hate having to go to the class and doing the same thing for an hour and a half every single week. It's just taking too much out of me. I've danced for so long I have so many problems with my legs. I can barely bend my knees and when I try to stand up my hips/knees/ankles crack like I'm 50 years older than I actually am...It's just not worth it anymore...