We are endangered lives, of hunted hunters.
Filled with endless battles and unknown creatures,
weaponized lives who were once nature's treasures...

WELCOME INTO THE WORLD WARRIORS!!!!

After a loss battle,

An inner warrior has limits though some seek unlimited power, immortality, infinite knowledge and so much more. Anything that would make a warrior indestructible or invincible.

Others seek peace within themselves, by learning wisdom and building friendships with others. In a world where we feel easily weak to temptations, evil and corruption, we sometimes forget our purpose and lose our self-respect and value. We no longer believe in goodness and let evil prevail at each and every battle. Yet, we somehow never give up to what we are seeking or more importantly, what we need. Here is what happens after losing each battle, we reflect on our past deeds, duties and responsibilities not only to others but to ourselves! In the instant after a loss, we know what we gained. We feel our losses, the grief, the guilt, the pain- to sum it up- the lowest points of our life where we do not know if we will come out alive, but at the end, we survived!

A battle that takes so much from you if you are willing to give what it is asking you, then you will win. However, you should know which battle is worth fighting for!

Some say a battle well fought is a half-win battle. The other half is what you lost; your energy, your time, and probably part of your life. In this very half, it is what you gained, your limits, your challenge, your opportunity that will make you 'born to be a fighter' and 'not born to try better'.
Until your next battle and not your next trial, an inner warrior assesses his or her weakness and strength. Not his or her words that count, or not the answer to his loss but the questions in how to win. The right questions unanswered will unfold the right answer at the right time.

Then training comes, and not any kind of training, a training of constantly challenging yourself, a training to see things beyond your eyes. The only mouth that will speak is your dedication to who you truly are. Your discipline will be your value and your silence to what power lies in you, your weapon.

A training that will teach you what it is like to be your own creator.

Your courage to awaken your inner warrior!

Introducing sim94...

Hello everyone,

I came into Otaku with the intent of meeting new people with all differences that may exist, in terms of passion, age, culture or anime.

The most difficult thing in creating an account in theO was choosing a name... which is very easy to decipher. The name sim94 is actually the first letter of each three names given to me... and each of them has a meaning which is translated as Well brought up, the Moon and Rain Cloud.

I should have written the name like this probably, S.I.M but I am not a detail oriented person unless it is about drawing, hehe... sorry.

Anyway, I am a very introvert person who do not socialise much but do spend time with my squad and my family. I have a pretty mysterious yet amazing life. Study, work, drawing, dancing and be kind.
Thanks to anime, I have discovered my passion for visiting Japan, China and Korea, not just because of anime but also because of its culture, discipline, language, traditions, and nature. It is all about being balanced between the material world and the spiritual one- one of my source of inspiration.

Yes, about me! I am in early 20's, appreciating life little adventures which embark me in fighting normal stuff.
Books are my best remedy. Music is my language. My family is my world. Health is my only wealth. Kind is the only nature that surrounds me. Hope is what I believe.

(Please drop a comment if you like these 'little' posts, and I will write more
I hope you have a wonderful day/ beautiful evening, stay blessed... ;)

Yours Sincerely,

sim94

Who I was, how I am, who I am?

Dear Otaku Warriors,

I did not introduce myself before and was away for a long time.
I went through a normal teenager life and going through a 'be like' an adult type of phase which I have been struggling to accept. The word 'adult' to me, meant, responsibilities (realised too lazy for this), maturity (nope, not in my life dictionary), independent ( sometimes confused with attachment), wise (knowledge is what I seek, but wisdom is what I experienced) and educated ( my education is what I have been taught and seek to learn).

Being an adult means owning a reputation for yourself on what you are going to do, this is what I thought, and respect people around you, for I believe is done by accepting people of who they are. Make choices for yourself and act with common sense which I was said, I lack. So yes, it is hard to be an adult. It is hard to live up to expectations. It is hard to accept the truth about yourself. A truth that is not believed by you as it is expressed by someone else who believes it.

It is hard to obtain what you want,
It is hard to change.
It is easy to be selfish and to do not care, but I guess we are not the type to be ignorant.

We are conscious,
We know what actions are like,
We have feelings,
We each have a mind and a heart.
We have a body that can be easily wounded and a soul that resides within.
It is affected by each and every time someone looks you in the eye and describe how you are. Less describe who you are and the only person who knows more than yourself is you.

My ears may be yearning for the compliments however my heart is the only one that I seek clarity and my mind the only one that I consult before I make my actions. I have to admit, this might be called stupidity. But I believe the heart is made to feel the heart of others, and if the heart of others have good for you, it is good only for your heart, however, if the actions are good, do we open ourselves easily to those people or just because behind those actions, it is actually the intentions that count?

I am still a child inside who doubts her hopes and dreams. Always gets beaten down for the sake to always being stronger. I make sure that my intentions reflect my actions. For I make sure if I have an evil intention, I discard it to settle myself in the absolute truth. Though my actions might be same to different people, these same actions are interpreted so differently.

So, with my actions and my people, what really makes me the 'adult me'without changing to others perspective but to become the right one not to the ones who say how I am to them, but to the ones who know who I am for them? At the end, reputation is earned on what you did, not what you are going to do!!!
(- Still did not introduce myself-gotcha!)
(Picture above is not one of my drawings, all credit go to the creator of this wonderful drawing)

Wish you a blessed 2017...

Struggled in our mothers' womb, the world shows us no mercy to the raging storm outside.
Till now, we never thought we would endure this horrifying pain, we saw our lowest points, our limits, our weaknesses that tell us to "GIVE UP!"

Our predecessors sacrificed so much to strengthen this legacy of peace, honour and justice.
Our names were chosen in the will of steel, armoured with the light of our souls.
We do not want to claim the world and we won't.

We made our path clear as air and our energy will flow as endless rivers.
We are not meant to fight our destiny but to conquer ourselves in times of despair.
May we feed the right wolf for we will either be a weak one among the pack or will be courageous enough to lead a good and strong pack.

May this 2017 be your weapon to live each day with bravery and honour.