Today was a pretty bad day at school. Well my two best friends are going out (vixen fire,Chase and Renji Abari 13,Josh) and they are always holding eachother and holding hands and it makes me think that I could never get anyone. It seems like they leave me out and I dug my nails into my skin because I was so angery that I even made myself bleed. And for about half the day I was depressed and no one even noticed. And if they asked me whats wrong I usually say "nothing is wrong" and they just say "ok" and leave me alone. I usually never complain like this but I just feel so alone. If I were to die would anyone notice or cry for me?