Yeah so, ignore all emotion from the last post ... I have once again over reacted to absolutely nothing....
Basically the party went great. Everyone had alot of fun, and Ian was really liked what I got him for Christmas (Truthfully Truthdfully and Ashtray Rock, both by Joel Plaskett). His initial reaction was 'I thought you were my Christmas gift?' (Like a week ago we went to this party and they has that song on, All I Want for Christmas is You') When he opened he said it he said it was perfect :)
Its odd. I've only known Ian since school started and even we didn't start seeing each other until about a month or so ago, but I keep thinking 'I love you'
I'm afraid I'll say it and he'll get freaked out. I couldn't blame him, I'd do the same. But I'm more afraid I'll say it and he'll say he love me too. Where does that leave us?
I don't want to be 'in love', whatever that is. I'll figure it out eventually ... :P