This Way Is Best

I don't know what to say.
I don't know what I want.
I know I'm angry.
I know I don't want apoologies.
I don't want to be near you.
I don't want to talk to you.

Stop coming near me.
Stop trying to talk to me.
I want to be left alone.
Give me a little time.
To remember and reflect.
To think better thoughts.

Let me think.
About our time together.
About the possibilties in the future.
About the things said.
The things left unsaid.
The things I want to say.

Go do your own thinking.
Think of why you are where you are.
And why I am why I am.
Think of you.
Think of us.
Think of the outsiders looking in.

Just go away for a little while.
Stop trying to communicate.
Stop involving others.
Stop trying.
It's not doing any good right now.
Just leave me alone.

Maybe thats selfish.
All I've said is things I want.
Things I don't want.
But that's all I know.
I don't know what you want.
Or maybe I do.

Maybe I can't listen.
Maybe I don't care.
I want to listen.
I want to care.
But I can't.
Not when you're like this.

I don't know what 'this' is.
I don't like 'this'.
I don't think you do either.
What are we going to do?
I think we should go away.
Both of us.

We need space.
We need to be alone.
I need to stop ignoring you.
You need to stop communicating with me.
This way, we won't hate each other.
This way is best.

End