XDDD Long Post: school, emilie, shado-con (maybe)

I feel infinitely better, and so does my kitty XD Thanky ^^

Ummm..........not much going on. Unlike most of you guys I will not be starting school soon, I've decided to take this semester off. I gots to get a portfolio ready, and figure out how I'm gonna pay the extra thousands of dollars its gonna cost me at the art school I wanna go to. I'd rather not be too far in debt so early in life XD

I've been drawing alot of extra creepy people lately, don't know why; hopefully I'll put some new pics up soon.

My one friend still hasn't definitely decided to movie in with me and my family yet, but from the sound of things, shes reaching her breaking point; theres only so much crap one can tolerate. She's standing up to her dad a little bit now, and even though he doesn’t really listen to anything she has to say, and continues to excessively criticize everything she does, I'm proud of her. It's about time she started fighting back after 21 years of shit from him. I do have sympathy for her dad though. His world is falling apart. His wife is very sick, and with Emilie about to leave, he'll be stuck with his younger daughter, all the bills, household and medical, and a wife who will wake up one day and not beable to what she used to. I know this doesn’t completely cloud the fact that he's big fat jerk (recently he had said that I was one of the four horsemen of the apocalypse, one of his more cooler views of me; I would totally wanna be pestilence XD) But I do see where he's coming from. He's obliviously had a hard life, probably treated badly as a child, which doesn’t give him the right to treat Emilie as such, but Its really upsetting to here about Emilie's mom, and I can only imagine the stress, and feelings of hopelessness her father is contending with right now. I wish things were different for her family.

Anyways, on a lighter note, I might be going to ShadoCon in tampa, in November XDD I'd be going with my sister, Buddy (German Warfare), and if Emilie is living with us, I guess she'd go too XDD It'll be the first convention for all of us, so I'm really excited. Buddy wants to Cosplay as characters from Kingdom Hearts. I'm totally gonna be one of those red, floaty, fire heartless, think there called Red Nocturnes. If I do go as that the red thingys, I anticipate that I will be mauled by many keyblades, which will be fun XDDDDD Hopefully we go.

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