poo... I hate getting these crash and burns I get so often. I actually thought I was over them...heh '_'
I got a Daily Deviation on deviantART on the 2nd this month and well...it kinda raised me out of my pit of upsetness for a bit DB... i was hoping it was permanent orz
anyway... I guess an otaku poll or something. maybe give me a bit of a boost mentally Bu
I wanna know whats so...different or unappealing about my style e_e
Ive seen people who...well... they lack proper skills in certain areas AND they dont draw cutesy desu shiney generic blabla type.... yet theyre an instant front page every time they submit.
then you have me. I wont complain with my status... but when you compare yourself to something you wonder about yourself, what can I say? I also cant seem to convince myself that I'm successful. I lose pretty much every contest I join, I'm always one step behind.... I've never been popular at ANYTHING. I feel I'm being lost into the sea that I thought I'd eventually learn to swim out of c.B
is it the colors? e_e am I not detailed enough? am I too messy?
or is it my lack of fanart 9_9;
*sounds more like I'm thinking aloud :U....
PFF heres a doodle. early this year i drew it in paint at some point. OLDDDDDD
bah. once I fall asleep and wake up, I'll probably be able to equip my "jolly Jingle" front =u=
