Christmas is coming to fast!! way to freaking fast! i'm not ready, i'm really starting to freak out about it..because if we to my aunts it could be a problem..it seems everytime i get in the car i have an attack...and that worries me alot since my aunt lives an hour away it scares me, i dont want to have a panic attack on chrimstas v.v plus i'm freaking out over the fact that i have like no money i was hoping to have a job by now but it hasn't worked out adn the only other places i could work at are like food joints it is doesn't bother me what brothers me is that i can't write well or spell well for that matter...who would give me a job? i'm a dumbshit D: srsly what the shiz am i gonna do?!

at least i have Zero's hottness to cheer me up *hugs Zero plushie*