"What have you done?" Catherine startled me. I was pulled out of my own pity party and turned to look at her, Cujo still in my arms.
I shook my head, "I-I..." I needed to take control. It was hard enough that cujo saw me at my weakest. I didn't like that Catherine did too. I pulled myself together, morphing into a demon. "None of your business," I snapped. "Leave us alone."
Catherine narrowed her eyes at me, "When it comes to my own wellbeing, it is my business. I will not have my allies weak."
My eyes flashed with anger, "I ensure you, I am far from. It's nothing I can't handle. Now, leave us be," I was basically pleading with her, though I wouldn't let it show.
She gave me one final look and left the room. "You better be right."
I looked down at Cujo. I had to move him. I didn't want him coming too in my arms. That would just be awkward. So, I morphed again into something that would be able to carry him to the bed. I took off his shirt, marveling at his fit body for a second before rummaging around in the drawer and bandaging up the bite mark. It wasn't that big or gawdy, but I'm sure it would be sore.
There was nothing more I could do for him, so I took a seat at the window, staring out at the moon. Where had I gone wrong to deserve a fate such as this. I couldn't bare the thought of hurting anyone else. It was why I had formed my personality to be so harsh and cold, so that I no one could get in.
Turning, I glanced at Cujo. But he did. I morphed into a young human woman and took a seat on the edge of his bed, looking at his pale face. He didn't seem to be in any pain... at the moment anyway. Tears welled up in my eyes again. I didn't want to cry anymore. I wanted everything to go back to the way it was. Cujo deserved better than this.
I moved to the chair next to the bed and pulled my legs up to my chest and held my knees, placing my chin on my knees. After a few moments, I noticed Cujo come too, but I couldn't look at him. Not after what I had done. I could sense him touch his neck where I had bit him. He turned his head, looking around the room
"Please, please forgive me, Cujo," I whispered as the tears poured down my cheeks like a leaky faucet that no matter how hard I tried to turn the handle, wouldn't turn off.
The next thing I knew, Cujo's hand was grazing my cheek, warming them up as color reached them. He was wiping away the tears. "Don't feel guilty. I wanted you to take my blood. It doesn't hurt bad. Don't worry." Why was he being so nice to me? I didn't deserve anything from him. In fact, I should be the one comforting him after what I had done.
I forced a smile for his sake, in order to make him feel a little better, wiping away any stray tears. He returned my smile and went back to sleep. He would need a lot of it beings I basically drained him. I got up and layed on the sheets next to him, looking him in the eyes and slowly drifted off beside him. At that moment, it wasn't so bad having someone at my side.
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I was dreaming of being in the woods in the middle of the day. I was in my wolf form. I was sitting in the light on some soft grass. I figure came ou from behind a tree but before i could see theyre face, i woke. I was calm. The room was dark. The only light was from the moon shining thru the curtains over the window. giving the room a blue glow. I was in a king sized bed with theick covers pulled over me. I was in my jeans but my shirt was missing. I felt my neck where Emiko bit me. It was patched up. I remained still but turned my head to look around. "please forgive me Cujo", a voice said. I glanced up to see Emiko sitting in a chair next to my bed. Tears rolling down her cheeks glowing blue from the moon light. I reached up and wiped them away with my finger. "dont feel guilty. I wanted you to take my blood. It doesnt hurt bad. Dont you worry", i comforted her. she smiled and wiped away her remaining tears and I went back to sleep still a bit dizzy from blood loss.
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someone continue please. Im happy we got the club goign again.
I frowned as I watched Emiko leave the room, the Cujo followed her, then Catherine left the room with Luc...Great...Now I'm standing here looking stupid...Wait...Wheres Aki and Phyllis?
I looked around expecting to see them, but I didn't. 'Well, since I might as well go and find them...' I thought with a shrug and started to wander around the place looking for them.
Scenting the air I picked up the scent of Aki and walked up to a door and pounded on it. There was silence and then a grumble...Then foot steeps until the door flew open to reveal an unpleasant looking Aki...
"What?" He growled and glared at me. "Gezzzz not a morning person I guess." I snorted. "Well, anyway, I wanted to come and wake you up." He stared at me blankly. "Why would you do that?" I opened my mouth to answer and found my answer was, 'cause I'm bored...' But I kept that to myself and replaced the answer.
"Cause.....We have someone joining us!" I told him. "His name is Luc." Aki just kept staring at me. "Great." He said and I nodded and then walked away awkwardly.
Next I would go and find Phyllis...Hopefully she would be in a better mood then Aki..Plus I was worried about her when she fainted...
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X3 Sorry it's kind of pointless but I wanted to keep Eiri-Chan and DN-Chan in the story while they are away!
This new guy, Luc, He accepted my offering of blood like he hadn't fed for days. Not only that but as soon as the blood got here Emiko started to sweat. She walked quickly out of the room. Cujo followed. I ignored it. Luc finished all his blood and thanked me. I looked at him and asked if I could speak to him. He nodded and I led him out of the room.
"Your not fully vampire are you?" I asked. He couldn't hide it. He smelt too human.
"No, I'm not." He said, I don't blame him for hiding it. I would have to.
"How is that possible?" I asked, I had never, not in all my years, heard of a case like this.
"No" He said truthfully
"If you wish, I will not tell the others" I told him.
"Thankyou" He said. I gave him a little smile and walked back into the room. I decided to find Emiko and Cujo. Walking in the direction they were headed I found Emiko, in the shape of a young human girl, holding a passed out Cujo. I noticed the two puncture holes on the side of his neck and he blood on Emiko's lips.
"What did you do?" I asked her in a low voice. She looked around at me suprised.
As soon as Catherine offered the new kid, Luc some if the blood, the vampire body which I inhibited suddenly lusted for the blood as well. I was hardly able to control myself from diving forwards, engulfing all the blood available. I had a momentary thought. Was this happening because of the memories? Was I remembering what this vampire had remembered blood to be like? Yes, that was it.
I could feel the sweat drops on my forehead and neck. I clenched and unclenched my fist as I tried to control myself. I could do this. I could hold back. I needed to train my body to be able to overcome any obstacle. But this was getting out of hand. I couldn't even take my eyes off of the blood.
I managed to move my body. I had to get away from the blood, get on my own. I would be better off there. I was going to do this. I found my room after stumbling down the hall like a dry alcoholic. But, Cujo followed, and I could sense the blood in his veins, I could practically taste it. I stopped where I was and took deep calming breaths. No. I couldn't do what I wanted to do. It wasn't right.
"You ok?" he asked me gently. Though, I barely registered that he had said anything at all. I was only concerned about my hunger for blood. My thirst.
"I-I'm thirsty!" I managed to speak. "I need to feed." No coherent thoughts were running through my head. I didn't even have the mental stability to think about morphing into something else. The hunger was too potent and it overtook my rational thinking brain. I had weakened heavily when I had gotten my new power.
The next thing I knew, Cujo was unbuttoning his shirt, pulling his arm out of his sleeve, exposing his neck. My eyes shot open and I could hear the blood, my mouth watering. "You want to feed, then my neck is open game," he told me.
I needn't be told twice. In a flash of a second, I had shoved him up against the wall with a lot of force, and he tilted his head giving me a greater view of his neck. A brief thought that this was wrong flashed across my mind for a second before I opened my mouth and bit into his flesh, all too easily. I placed my hand on the side of his face and on his shoulder and drank hungrily as the monster that I had become. I could feel the power growing in me. It seemed this was better than any food I had ever eaten, any nutrients or vitamins offered.
I felt Cujo flinch and tense up at the pain, and I must have momentarily slowed down because he whispered, "Drink up." And I did. I drank more than my fill, and it was the best feeling in the world. Nothing I had ever done could compare.
I felt a heavy weight on me and I realized he had blacked out. I was taking too much. I had taken enough where I could take control over my own thoughts again, but once I had morphed into a small teenage human girl, I still felt the same addiction towards it. The lust for blood was still there. My frail body couldn't support Cujo's heavy mass, so I slid to the floor, in kind of a hug.
I stared at the wall in front of me. What had I done to myself? By drinking the blood, I had turned myself into a monster. What was wrong with me? I looked down at Cujo. I felt so bad for what I had done to him. I found myself hugging him.
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*Side note: To clarify a little bit... If anyone has seen Supernatural, that's where I got the idea. Emiko has become addicted to the blood in a way, and it's like a drug to her now.*