My eyes widened as the new person pointed at me. "Whats she doing here?!" There was an awkward silence. I just stared at him. Phyllis looked at him. "Ummm Deichi....Aki is a boy." His gave me another look and his face reddened. "Oh....i guess he is." Emiko coughed. "Now then back to our question. Why are you here?" I looked at her blankly for a moment. Why was i here? I was here because i was betrayed. Forever stuck in this horrible world. I looked back up at the moon. "I know." Her eyes narrowed. "What do you mean you dont know?!" I gave her a side glance. "I wander around and just end up wherever. It never seems to matter though, every place is the same." Phyllis looked at me. "What do you mean by that?" I gave her a sad smile. "So full of hate and fear. Ready to kill me as soon as they see me without even knowing anything about me." They were all quiet and i knew that they were thinking of their own similar experiences. I looked out across the lake. "I guess i should leave." Deichi looked up. "Why? Where are you gonna go?" I shook my head. His eyes narrowed. "Thats stupid! You have no plan, you just wander around and hope to get through the day?!" My eyes narrowed. "Its my life and i live how i want. Why do you care anyway, you dont even know me?!" He laughed. "I dont care, but i still think you have a death wish!" I flinched and bit my lip. His laughter stopped. Emiko had been standing there listening. "You want to die, dont you?" Phyllis's eyes were wide. "Why?" I looked around. This conversation was quickly becoming a pain. "My life has no meaning. Im just here. Its like im floating around, and everyday i see things in this world that no one should ever see. Ive lived so long, and suffered so much. I tired of it all. Yes i want to die, because if i die i can finally find peace." Emiko punched me in the face. My eyes widened. I landed on the ground, and when i touched my fingers to my lip they came back wet. "Your stupid! If you want to die so badly why didnt you let me kill you?! Nothing you do makes any sense!" I pushed myself off of the ground. "I may want to die, but i still want to choose by whom i meet my end. Ill find him shortly, and when i do, ill take him with me to the void beyond." "Void?" They all said it at once. I rolled my eyes. "Fallen angels dont go to heaven when they die. We go to an endless void. Nothing awaits me on the other side. I had my place once, and i was betrayed and had it taken away." They were quiet. I wanted to leave. I didnt like being around them. I was already talking more than i normally do. Telling them things ive never told anyone. This was bad.

~Gahhhh sooo depressing!!! T_T

Aki: You made me this way. OoO Its not my fault.

Me: No...its not your fault, but still, you could try to lighten up! Why not try to become friends with them instead of fighting with them?!

Aki: .....Friends?

Me: Your hopeless. -__-''