Just a little help for a friend

Hey guys,
Sorry I haven't been on here much. I never was good at keeping these journal things even as a kid. ^^b

So far I’m finishing up on my SS in July hosted by Sayura-chan(aragorn1014) and Ryuchu. I really hope that it will turn out the rest of the way alright. I like it, pretty good, so far and I hope that my person will as well.

On a side note, I was hoping that I could get some help on here for a friend of mine(Bambina00). All you have to do is click on This, and it will add to the count to win a iPad. It would really help Bambina out and it will only take a minute. What’s a minute anyway, right? ^w~ I greatly appreciate it! *hands out cookies*

So I will try and get on again soon. Right now we have a pretty nice rain storm coming our way(Finally) after about a month(+) of it being dry it will just help. So logging off and thanks to everyone that reads this! ^^

Sayura's July SS Wishlist

This post Is for Sayura-chan’s Secret Santa in July! Thanks for putting this on!! ☆彡

Dear Secret Santa,
I would like any kind of art work you come up with, in any Media you like. Yet, if you would like some ideas here are some...


Anime/Manga/Video Games:

  • I enjoy watching/reading/playing: Hetalia: (HungaryxPrussia<3,Germany/Prussia(just as brothers) Turkey,Greece,Lithuania,Any..) Bleach(IchigoxRiku,OrihimexUlquiorra,Renji), Durarara(Izaya,CeltyxShinra,WalkerxErika), Kuroshitsuji(Undertaker,Grell), Lovely Complex(RisaxOtani), Kingdom Hearts(SoraxKairi,Axel,Any), X-men(RougexRemy,Logan) Dengeki Daisy(any), Rurouni Kenshin
    (I hope I picked through enough so that there is something in there that you might recognize. ^^)


  • Or just a Scenery picture, random person, cute and evil(I am a huge Tim Burton fan), or something Summery--or Halloween! ^^; lol

You can pick any of the idea’s or if you already have an idea that's great! I’m grateful for anything as a gift. ^^

Thanks for everything, and also thanks to you in advance dear Secret Santa!!


Just like my heart

This is for phantomgirl21's Sideways challenge!
Song listened to/helped inspired by: Our Let It Be by Hatsune Miku
I hope you enjoy. ^^;

Just like my Heart
A lost story


Everyone knows about the Soul Mate principle. It’s one soul split in two and given to two different people, destined to be together, to reunite later in life.

Many dreamers believe in it, hopeless romantics waiting in the wing for their one true love, ridiculed by the nonbelievers and ‘practical’ thinkers. They criticize the dreamers on their belief. Maybe they are right… after all not everyone gets their happy ending; some even stay waiting right up till the very end.

But what if you knew your Soul Mate? What if you, knew, that they were the person that you are supposed to be with? What if he was your friend, your very best friend? And what if he disappeared…


“This will hold us together,” the young boy said. “They’re from the same string and even though we cut them they will always hold an invisible bond to each other. It ties us together.”

“Isn’t this from Ms. Woodson’s craft assignment in class?” The young girl said holding up the little piece of string and inspecting it in the sun’s light, a slight frown on her face.

“That doesn’t matter right now. Don’t worry, it’s not like we are going to get into trouble over it.” His light laughter carried over the breeze of summer’s afternoon, causing the girl to blush in embarrassment at being laughed at.

“I-I know. But you are supposed to use that to tie your card.”

“This just seemed more important.” He said with a smile on his face, always a smile, as he reached for the girl’s right hand. Taking her pinky finger and tying the small piece of red string to it before doing the same to himself.

“To see each other again!” He stated with a wide contagious smile and held up his tied pinky finger to the girl.

“To next year,” she said, naively; a smile growing on her face. “At the same spot.”

I watched as she raised her own pinky to the child in front of her. All I could ever do was watch. As their small fingers clasped together, the red strings standing out in contrast against the now overcast afternoon.

’Words fade as time goes by. Without you, without you. Fall to the floor. We're watching sideways-‘”


I woke up with a start to the sound of my bedside radio going off. Yelling at me, by blasting songs into my room, to not be late for my first class at this small outlining college I have been going to for the past year. Lazily reaching out into the betwixt moments of darkness and light, to silence the demonic contraption. And only then, in the silence of morning and still dazed in a half sleep, does the face, which haunts my dreams, appears and brings on these small flashes.

These dreams never do seem to stay long enough with me to piece them together and figure them out though. And after they fade all that seems to stay with me is the haunting feeling of forgetting.

And the worst part about that is I know; deep down, these dreams are things that I don’t want to forget. Or at least, not the boy held within them.

If only the child knew. Maybe then she wouldn’t have taken for granted those precious moments, and maybe now they wouldn’t be just a faded memory held tight by dreams. The only things left over from that time now are those small fragments of moments stolen in a grassy field behind a small country town school… and a little piece of string.

Still holding on after all these years, just like my heart.