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RaNDoM fAcTS:
Name: AnimeAngel993
Age: 16
Grade: 11th
Hobbies: Writing poems,Playing flute and tenor saxophone, and Singing
Instruments that I play: Tenor Saxophone and Flute
Orientation: Bisexual
Stasis: Single
Birthday: 6/30/93
Favorite song: Dark Blue- Jack's Mannequin
Current wishes: to cosplay, to be a good example as a Junior, to be a better person, to go to Japan, To learn Japanese, to be happy :), to be a singer.
Sex: Female
PoEm:
Someday
I want to be able to smile,
Without trying.
Love,
Without crying.
Care,
Without regretting.
Dance,
Without stopping.
Sing,
Without a song.
Sleep,
Knowing that tomorrow will be better.
And move on,
If it’s not.
Understand,
Without reasoning.
Try,
Without hurting.
Listen,
Without being listened to.
Talk,
Without protecting.
And
Write
Without caring who will read it.
Okay, please don't get me wrong, I really hate the guy from the last post.
I broke up with him today, thing is I also asked out someone today.
Here's the story:
The jackass from the last post only said one to me since then and I gave him a letter making it official that we were over.
I wrote that note in 2nd period.
That morning I was hanging out with my friends and This girl (that I've liked for a long time but never thought she would ever like me back) had just broke up with her boyfriend the night before. Don't think bad of me, I've tried to confess to her before, but when she becomes single she's only single for like a day. And Usually she's crying about her ex's until someone else comes along. So unlike waiting until I thought she was ready (like I did before) I waited until second period (my only class period with her) and then I wrote a note asking her out. She said (with a very red face) she would answer at lunch.
(-Funny side note: She actually helped me write the break-up note for the asshole-)
And since I don't have anymore classes with the guy, I gave him the note at lunch as well.
Within the next five minutes Reba (the girl I'm talking about) Said yes ~^^~
So I walked her half way (since her class is on the opposite side of the campus than mine) to her next class and meant up with her before her 6th. ^^
I'm so happy, it's insane.
I really hope this relationship works out.
I really, really do.
So as I said, don't think wrong of me for moving on so quickly after my last post.
Seriously, I was going to break up with him anyways, and it just so happens that Reba had broken up with her boyfriend the night before. It just worked out that way.
And I'm glad it did.
~Questions~
1) How's school?
2) Do you ask people out or do they ask you out?
3) What's your favorite band?
~My Answers~
1) It just got a lot better, that's for sure.
2) It's about 50/50.
3) I really like Paramore and Evenessence.
~Pic of the day~
~~Reba~~
Okay, long story short:
I had a boyfriend named Kyle for like a few days and yesterday we had our first date. I liked this guy a lot until we got into the movie treater and he groped me every five seconds. We were making out (if you call him licking my face making out) and he like grabbed my boobs and ass (under the CLOTHES!) And he tried to do more, but I stopped him. If you don't know this already the reason I didn't stop him before was because I freaked out, and when I freak out I go numb. My body went into auto pilot. Then afterwards we barely talked at all and I came home and cried. I felt like a whore, a slut. I felt like I was a complete idiot for trusting him, for trusting men in general. I mean all he is a horny little bastard. I can't believe I thought he was deeper than that. God, I hate him.
If you don't already know, my biggest fear is of men.
The two male influences I grew up with were an Abusive brother and and Alcoholic Father. So, yeah, it makes sense that I prefer girls. Anyways, I came home and I cried for hours and slept, and just forgot the world. I woke up at like 8pm and I vented to my sister about it.
I promised myself I would break up with him.
I planed to do it tonight, only problem is I broke my cell phone and I didn't memorize his number (nor do I plan to) I might still break up with him tonight if he gets online, since I have his gmail.
Anyways, how are all of you?
~Questions~
1) How's school?
2) How's your love life?
3) Have you ever thought that you might not be straight?
~My Answers~
1) It's a lot of fun except the one class I have with the asshole.
2) HA! You're funny. It's better without one in my case.
3) DUH! You're talking to a bisexual girl right here. 
Okay I have a few things to say,
First off: I'm Really, Really sorry that I haven't been to many of your sites recently. I've been busy and just plain lazy.
Second off: I'm like really, really happy/shocked right now. This guy that I've known for like 3 years asked me out today, and I have this big crush on him, so of course I said yes. 
AWESOME! I'm like really, really happy right now.
Third off: I'm very busy with school right now since I don't exactly have the best grades around in a lot of my classes. So I'm doing make-up work and a lot of projects and shit at the same time.
Forth off: There has been a lot of drama in my friendship group and so I've been really stressed out...
I guess that's it for now.
Cya~
~Questions~
1) What have I missed recently?
2) How is school for you right now?
3) If you like someone, do you usually ask them out, or do they ask you out?
~My Answers~
1) Hell, I wouldn't know, now would I.
2) Very stressful, but it just got a lot better.
3) For some reason I usually ask them out. (hence the reason I was shocked that this guy asked me out instead)
~Icon for the Day~
wow today was really weird. I went to school and everything and that was annoying, as usual.But then afterwards I went to the mall with two of my friends and bought a few things ^^
Then they left and I had to wait for my mom alone.
This is where it got weird.
I was sitting on the floor just messing around with my phone when some random guy walked up to me.
He was a Hispanic (apparently gangster-type) older (about 18 or so) looking male.
This is how it went:
Guy: Hey
Me: *looks up at him* ...
Guy: You got a boyfriend?
Me: Uh...no...
Guy: Can I get your number?
Me: ...sure...?
-I give it to him, he leaves-
And here is what I was thinking the whole time:
-Before him-
Thinking: damn I'm really bored.... I wonder who I've called recently...
Guy: Hey
Me: *looks up at him* ...
-Thinking: What does this guy want-
Guy: You got a boyfriend?
-Thinking: Do I? should I be honest or lie?...Honesty it is-
Me: Uh...no...
Guy: Can I get your number?
-WTF are you supposed to say to that? "No, you aren't my type and I fine you moderately creepy."? Yeah, I don't think so.-
Me: ...sure...?
-I give it to him, he leaves-
-Thinking: WTF DID I DO THAT FOR?! God I hope he never uses that number.-
And therefore I am the biggest idiot in the town. Hands down, no competition.
Maybe even the biggest idiot of the year.
What bugged me the most about this guy was the fact that he was interested in me solely because of my looks. And that, in my mind, is just creepy.
~Questions~
1) What would you have done?
2) What is school like for you?
3) How would you turn that down?
~My Answers~
1) Well, you know now.
2) Stressful, but fun. I found out that my History teacher is a complete pervert and I'm surprised he hasn't been arrested for molestation yet.
3) If I could have another chance I would have just been like "I don't even know you, so, no."
Well, well. Today was interesting.
I nearly got written up!
(I would have been suspended)
What happened was My friend and I were in our 6th period and we weren't doing any work because the day before almost the whole class wasn't there. The ones that were there did the work for today and heard the lecture for today, so we were promised that we could just hang out today. So we were sitting there reading and listening to our ipods. He had no problem with that, but then randomly he asked my friend to move.
When she asked why he said that I could move with her.
I turned to him and asked him again, "Why?"
Then he said he would write us up if we didn't move.
He said "I don't have to give you a reason."
And I was like "Yeah you do, we have the right to know why we are being punished."
Then our other friend stood up and yelled at him (not that we weren't already yelling) And he was about to write her up.
As he was filling out her form at his desk I walked to him and yelled "Why the hell are you writing her up?! For Yelling? Nicole and I yell at you all the fucking time!" -cause we do- "If you're writing her up for that then write us up for it too!"
Then he said "But she is on Probation-" (I cut him off)
"So you have to be harder on her? She's already goign through hell, Just leave her alone!" (My friend was crying)
He tore up her referral and we sat down.
Then he came over and told me and Nicole to move again.
I stood up
"Why the hell should we move?"
He had already filled out Nicole's and mine referrals and I was really annoyed.
The rest of the class was standing up and screwing off (hitting eachother and shit) and I got annoyed.
"Why the hell are you writing up the two people in this class who were sitting down and reading when they're fucking hitting each other!"
Then I realized something.
Then people who were screwing off were all the guys in the class, and the people he was writing up for stupid things were all the girls in the class.
"You're Sexist! Why are you writing up the girls for not moving but you won't write up the guys for Fucking around?!"
He said "Because they do what they're told. If I asked them to sit down then they would."
I laughed. Those guys never listened to a word this teacher says.
"Really? I'd like to see that."
The guys were running around humping each other (it's the way they kid around, don't get the wrong idea) and one of them ran by the teacher.
The teacher tried it out.
"Renee, could you please sit down?"
He completely ignored him.
Then as he was yelling at us girls some more he turned around at one point to see one of the guys were at the teachers desk. The guys just walked away and we all cracked up.
The teacher didn't do shit.
In the end I told off the teacher and non of us got written up.
*smiles*
My main tactic was when he said he was writing us up I turned to my friend and said
"Hell, when we're in the office we can tell them all the other problems with this class!"
And that scared the shit out of my teacher.
He knew I wasn't bluffing.
He thought that we would be obedient little puppies, but he was wrong.
I felt empowered.
Not only because I stood my ground,
but also because, even though we could have been written up for it,
We didn't.
I can be very convincing with my words.
*grins*
Trust me.
~Questions~
1) How much trouble have you gotten yourself out of?
2) What do you feel like when you stand up fro yourself and others?
3) How far would you go to stand your ground?
~Answers~
1) This was one thing, but I'm too high off of this power to think of others.
2) I love it, I feel empowered.
3) I would go so far as to get physical.
