Alright, it's official, I HATE all the new 8th graders from my old middle school.
Two groups of about 100 8th graders came to our school to tour it. Unfortunately, my teachers found me fit to be one of the tour guides. The people running it promised that there would be two tour guides to every 20 or so 8th graders. Just my luck, four of the tour guides didn't show. So we had four groups that would only have one tour guide and one that had two. We were also promised an educated adult with each group. Again, just my luck, I got stuck with an adult who knew about as much about the tour as the 8th graders....which meant nothing. I was screwed, my tour included stuttering, high pitched voices, and a lot of "so...yeah..."s. And that wasn't even including the bitchy 8th graders that I had to guide. Trust me, it was not pleasant.
Then, to top it all off, one of my closest friends is now being targeted by a bitchy senior and her bitchy freshman sidekick.
Very, very annoying. -_-
And that's not all.
Starting yesterday my sister officially dropped out of high school.
This means that out of my four siblings (including me) only one has graduated high school, the other two (since I'm still in high school) both dropped out to get their GED's.
And to make it better, the one sibling that did graduate is dropping out of college.
See why this is bad? (besides the obvious?)
I'm the youngest, and this like doubles the pressure on me because it means that:
1) I HAVE to graduate high school (no matter what)
2) I HAVE to graduate 4 years of college (not to mention that it needs to be a well known, hard-as-hell, college)
3) And, most of all, I HAVE to stay on honor roll. (I HAVE to get scholarships, etc.)
Now I can't except a single F, I have to bring up all my B's to A's, I have to do all my homework, and most of all I have to stay in a class that I hate, one that ,even though I hate to admit it, helps me out quite a bit.
A class called AVID.
Oh, fucking goody huh?
At least I get to miss a few classes that I hate this week, and (hopefully!) Twiliwolf-chan will be shadowing me on Thursday and we'll have a sleep over afterwards
I also have to admit something, to everyone, me especially, I really, really miss someone form middle school. I always acted like I hated him, of course, I was wrong (like I usually am) I actually really liked him, but I found that out a little bit too late. He doesn't go to my school this year. (just my luck)
What's worse is that I think that even if he did go to my school, I wouldn't be able to reverse his thought that I hate him (I was really meant to him...) And I'm not even sure I'd be able to get myself to be nice to him. I know it sounds horrible, but it's really so much easier hating him. When I realized that I actually liked him, wanted him, I hated myself for being so cruel to him.
Really, 8th grade was rather hard for him, but I still couldn't stop myself from being cruel....I'm so messed up, really....
I guess that's it for now, cya~
~Questions~
1) How's your life going for you?
2) Do you have anyone that you miss?
3) What grade are you in?
~My Answers~
1) It's good, but stressed.
2) Yes. Of course.