She's mine...
Well, not just mine (she has a girlfriend...and another "crush"...and another girl...) But I don't care.
I really don't.
If any of you remember my post about the day I cheated on Sammy Panda then you know that, for a day at least, I was going out with a girl. Then she hurt me (mentally) and I avoided her...for about 2 weeks.
Then I gave up.
I talked to her.
She apologized...even though, at the time, she didn't mean it.
Her girlfriend sweetly made her do it...it really pissed me off.
But today....
Today I spent the whole day with her.
Today...was great.
She apologized for real. (she even admitted to not meaning it before)
And we hung out.
And, even though it won't continue (most likely), I'm enjoying myself.
It isn't that I trust her again (god, no. I won't make THAT mistake again) it's just that I want her. And I know it. And most of all, I've given in to that.
I won't let her hurt me again, she doesn't have that power.
But I loved it,
the talking
the jokes
the flirting
the concern
the kissing
All of it.
But most of all,
I loved knowing that I was wanted again.

That's my life right now.......
....Thank god for alcohol.

~Questions~
1) How is your love-life?
2) What is your favorite song?
3) What is your favorite part of a relationship?
~My Answers~
1) It's confusing and ,in a matter of speaking, still not really there.
2) Right now it's "All We Are" By One Republic.
3) My favorite part would be the flirting. It's a lot of fun

Picture of the day~
(It's me!!!)