i know, i know, i need to remember that theO is still a thing regularly jfc...
wellllll, i'm still living with em~ although her fiance is now her ex, and he moved out a bit ago. ahaa;; it's been awkward bc he still has a lot of stuff here and keeps needing to come over and get it. but otherwise, the living situation is still great. we may move into a bigger, nicer place in a couple months if we can afford and feel the need to.
my mental health has not been so great, but i think it's just my meds acting up and not working for me anymore. :< i've been disgustingly insecure and jealous, which is causing rifts in my relationship with jason... but we're gonna be okay. i actually have an appointment with my meds consultant soon, so i'll talk to her about this. aaaaand i'm gonna come out to her as trans and ask about hormones and resources, bc dysphoria is also kicking my ass more than usual.
oh! i got a job finally!! it's for a clothing store in the mall marketed towards older women. i don't have many hours at all right now, but i definitely think i like the job. my coworkers are awesome, and it doesn't seem too hard on me at least for now. but it is a seasonal job, so hopefully they'll consider keeping me after the season. i may also have another job in the mall with a teen accessory store, so that would be great.
there's not much else to say ahah, so i'll cut this off here.
have a happy september!
-Kai
