My name is Samantha and I usually go by Sami. I'm a total dork, crazy and random. Yeah, I'm pretty awesome ^_~
Some facts about me:
My birthday is December 21, 1991.
My parents are divorced, and I just refer to my dad as Donnie. And sometimes my mom as Sherry, depends on if we're fighting or not.
I have a younger sister and an older sister. My younger sister used to have an account on theO but she has abandoned us XD
I live in Ohio.
I'm a Christian.
I've had problems with depression so occasionally things can get a little dark here. But I'm doing much better now.
I go to an AMAZING church. I can't get there very often, but I go whenever I can.
I do not have a boyfriend as of yet. But I'm in the market ;p
I am very random. VERY. Crazy and I love it. So be prepared ^^
I like to write fanfics and random stories. I have a fanfic on my other world and it will be finished eventually, I swear!! Just... Don't hold your breath, ne?
I love music.
I've been home schooled since the tenth grade and recently graduated high school.
I have a kitty named Artemis. He's my baby and he's what helped me through my depression the most.
I babysit and I like to talk about the baby and post pictures because while I may not have the "math gene" I definitely got a double dose of the "mothering gene."
My email is [email protected] if you want to email me. Please do, because I never get email. BUT ABSOLUTELY NO CHAIN MAIL!!!

*did not sleep last night*

just a quick post, i'm really antsy and finding it hard to sit at the computer for a long period of time.
for the past few days i've been either really antsy and stressed and can't sit still, or so depressed i don't even want to move. i told b-chan and she said she's been feeling the same way. i swear we were separated at birth. she tried to help me figure out what i was stressed/depressed about and we came up with my big sister (who has started speaking to me again, can't remember if i've said that or not. so apparently i've been "forgiven" for fighting with donnie) and i'm worried about getting a job. i haven't even finished the application yet, and i can't for a while because i need to ask my youth pastor if i can list him as a reference and he's on his honeymoon until the 9th. and the mentor program is today, which i do NOT want to go to. i've got that panicky, i'm-about-to-hyper-ventilate feeling and i can't calm down. i just want to go back to bed.

*collapses* too much stress

first off i am very happy because i heard from my friend janet (who's trying to get into anime at 61 years old. i find that hilarious) i was worried because she lives oin colorado and there was that huge tornado. turns out it was nowhere near her.
other than that, i'm pretty much pissed off at everything else. my morning started off crappy. i didn't get woken up till way late, and of course no one bothered to feed the poor rabbit, so he had to wait over an hour for his food. I am not the only person in the freaking house who can scoop rabbit food, so you'd think someone else would do it once in a while. wonder what they're going to do when i move out (only two years. so close) and then it turned out my mom had stolen my only pen so i had to go look for it before i could start school, and i was late already. all stressed out and no one to choke.
still haven't remembered to bring my drawings down here, will do that at some point, i promise. haruka goes up first lol.

that's my other wall. and my bookshelves with various tihngs besides books on it. off the top of my head i know there's a beanie baby, legion of superheroes toys from some fast food restaraunt, a gypsy vanner horse figurine, and two pirates of the caribbean figurines from my birthday cake 2 years ago. there's more, i know there's more, but can't really think of anything lol. i just realized you can't actually see my bookshelves in this picture. well, now you know what's on them. yes, that is jeffery dean morgan on the green poster, and if anyone doesn't know who he is, you make me very sad. i should put up a picture of my sister's wall in comparison to mine. her's has four posters. FOUR. i have like twenty something.
me and b-chan are fighting through text about death note again lol. she says i have to at least feel a little bad for light. i don't. at all. death note is the only thing we ever fight about lol.
well that's it for now. i need a nap...

Today's Random Thought: If you can't laugh at yourself, I'll be glad to do it for you.

homeless people eating toenails

the title is an inside joke between me and b-chan lol
death note conversation me and b-chan had yesterday:
me: you know who's fun to make fun of? mikami. lol.
b-chan: how dare you.
me: well it's true.
b-chan: no it's not. he just has the mental health of a peanut on fire.
me: lol!! i'm writing that down!

i love b-chan lol.
*scratches hand furiously* stupid exzema that i can't spell right >_< my mom wants me to go see a dermatologists but i don't want to because i dont like doctors. also she doesn't tell me everything when i got to the doctor. like one year my allergies were really bad so she took me to the doctor whose name i can't pronounce, and after he said i was ok and we went home, my mom said she took me because they thought i might need surgery. O.O the closest i've ever come to any kind of surgery is getting my wisdom teeth removed. which was not fun, ice cream aside. lol.
i am doing absolutely nothing today except for school so that i won't be tired so i can got to church tonight! i miss everyone, and not many people even know i'm sick lol. my mom says they're ging to think i changed my membership. loralei told me in a roundabout way what my present is haha. she asked me if i like naruto and i said yes, and she asked me what kind of naruto stuff i have. i told her some posters, a dvd, and the manga. then she asked me to describe my poster and said "can you see where i'm going with this?" lol. so now i have to find a place in my room to hang another poster.

i love my posters ^_^ there's more but only one picture per post :(
well that's it for now, off to school (and makeup work T_T)

Today's Random Thought: You're just jealous that the voices talk to me.

i hate titles

hello all ^_^ i'm still feeling better, but trying to take it easy which is driving me absolutely freaking OUT OF MY MIND. i'm so bored. all i've been doing for like the past 3 days is watching DVDs on my laptop.
i am not going to the mentor program today. somehow i don't think rowdy screaming 2-5 graders would be good for me right now.
i have so many pictures to put up >_< i'm going to bring a few downstairs and put them next to the computer, so i'll probably start putting them up tomorrow. but no promises. i have one that is like my favorite picture that i've ever drawn but i can't put it up, because it's a spoiler for my death note fanfic. i will be putting that one up as soon as my fanfic is over. i need to start writing it again, but me and b-chan are also writing a story and i need to work on that too *stressed*

hah, this makes me giggle. i love Silent Reaper. speaking of which, i've got death note finger puppets! :DD i was looking on deviant art at silent reapers death note works and she had finger puppets lol ^^ so i printed them out and put them together. and i had them all set up on a little table and then turned the ceiling fan on, and it knocked down some of them. but only the evil ones. it scared me lol.
i asked b-chan the other day if she had to choose between matt and light who would it be, and she said light! O.O aside from light being evil and totally psycho, matt is perfect for her lol. he loves video games and he has red hair, that's b-chan's perfect man XD so i asked her how in the world she could choose LIGHT over MATT and she said "i don't know! both! i choose both!" lol!! i love messing with b-chan's head, and she gladly returns the favor ^_^ we are so horrible to each other lol.
i'm off for now, i think i need a nap *yawns*

Today's Random Thought: My imaginary friend thinks you have serious problems.

blah

i crashed yesterday. i was feeling better but then i started crying so hard i couldn't breathe and everything went downhill from there. i'm still short of breath and i didn't go to church today. so i'm kind of depressed. but i don't know if i'm really depressed or if it's my medicine. grrr.
i slept till like 12:30 and i'm still tired. grr again.

that's what i was thinking during the movie lol. and so was everyone else since everybody immediately shouted "MELLO!" lol. when L came in everyone clapped, including me ^^ i didn't yell when everyone else did though because my throat hurt and i kept having to explain things to my mom, which wasn't helping. i think my mom really liked it, she said something about wanting to see the second one lol.
that's all i really have the energy to type right now.

Today's Random Thought: I'm not always a dork. Sometimes I'm asleep.