just a quick post, i'm really antsy and finding it hard to sit at the computer for a long period of time.
for the past few days i've been either really antsy and stressed and can't sit still, or so depressed i don't even want to move. i told b-chan and she said she's been feeling the same way. i swear we were separated at birth. she tried to help me figure out what i was stressed/depressed about and we came up with my big sister (who has started speaking to me again, can't remember if i've said that or not. so apparently i've been "forgiven" for fighting with donnie) and i'm worried about getting a job. i haven't even finished the application yet, and i can't for a while because i need to ask my youth pastor if i can list him as a reference and he's on his honeymoon until the 9th. and the mentor program is today, which i do NOT want to go to. i've got that panicky, i'm-about-to-hyper-ventilate feeling and i can't calm down. i just want to go back to bed.