my cousin's wedding was great, i was so glad i went. it was really sweet. and little becca did not want to be held thank you very much, she wanted to stand up and watch the wedding by herself. issac had a shirt to match her dress, it was the cutest thing i've ever seen. and then came the reception. which i didn't go to, for good reason. dylon got SO DRUNK. he had been drinking beer and then his neighbor invited him over and he switched to vodka. DON'T MIX YOUR ALCOHOL. so he threw up so much he was puking blood. he's fine, had one heck of a hangover though.
we've figured out that it's not my medicine making me depressed.and it's getting worse; i could barely get myself out of bed yesterday. my mom let me stay home from church and i slept till one. i got all of about four hours of sleep last night. my mom says she's going to call the therapist today, which i don't believe cuz i can't even count how many times she's said that.
my friend loraei is having a party today, and i'm going and i'm terrified XDD i've never been to a party before except for a birthday party, because i don't really have many friends. i'm just going to be there for a couple hours though. and i'll be sticking to loralei like glue.
i finally put up my picture of haruka ^^ i might put another picture up today but no promises.
off to school. sigh. i think i have 15 days left? or 14... i have no clue XD

Today's Random Thought: Music is my boyfriend.